all the pretty little horses || h.potter (editing)

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Ced

"No, just leave me be. I'll see you later dickhead." Cam says getting up brushing the crying girl on the shoulder with force that she never knew she had.

"Cam!" I called out..
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"Dammit, I fucked up." I mumble getting up walking away, "My bestfriend." "Cedric.." the dreamy crying voice of the Ravenclaw behind me called, "What." I shout turning on my heel "You just made me lose my bestfriend! The one I've had since forever." I shout again, Cho looked at me then to the 4 Gryffindor males behind her, "Ced-" "Ced what? You can't apologize for what you did!" I interrupt her, "I loved her, I truly did." I mumble kicking the wall running my fingers through my hair. I walked away fuming, what the hell have I done.

Cam

I stormed into my room, grabbed my knife and ran into the bathroom. "Only if he knew! ONLY IF HE KNEW!" I shouted my hair turning a variety of colours. I cut till I heard a voice, "Well what are you doing that for."
Myrtle.. I thought, "Life Elizabeth Myrtle, life." I replied. "Y-you called me by me first name, like the blonde boy Draco Malfoy." Her voice squeaked "Mhm, Draco told me all about you second year. Told me I should call you Elizabeth, your real name not Moaning Myrtle like the other shitheads here. Oh excuse my french." I say placing down the knife, sighing at the memory. "Isn't he with granger girl?" Myrtle asked floating around, "Yeah, would you like to sit by me, I don't mind." Myrtle looked at me confused, "I don't bite." I chuckle. Myrtle sat down and I started thinking.

Was Cedric ever my friend?
Did he ever love me?
Were all those mini pecks fake?
What if I lose him forever?

"Lupin?" Myrtle said interrupting my thoughts, "Hm." Was all I could mutter. "Do you need anything?" She asked, "Can you bring Cedric Diggory here. Please?" I asked her. She gave me a warm smile and nodded before leaving. I let a single tear roll down my cheek.

"He might be a dickhead, but he's my dickhead.."

Ced
"WHERE IS CEDRIC DIGGORY!" A ghostly voice boomed through the boys bathroom as I was cussing at myself. "I'm right here." I mumble. Behind me I hear an 'Aha', I ignored it until someone grabbed my collar and started to float away with me in their grip. Before I know it I'm in a girls washroom sat down beside Cameron Mariah Lupin.

"Cedric.." she greets, "Cameron.." I reply to her, the same stern tone she used. "Why am I here?" I ask breaking the silence, she pulled up her sleeves and nudged me so I could look at them. I turn so I'm facing Cam. I grab her hands as she looks to the side. "No, no, no." I say mortified. "D-did I cause this?" I ask her, rubbing my hands over the scars trying to make them disappear. She sniffed, "You, George, Katie Bell, Cho, stress." Cam replied blankly still looking to the side, her hair turning brown like mine. She cupped my face with her scarred hands, she finally looked at me staring into my eyes.

I could see the sadness and fear built up in her crystal blue sea green eyes. "Why?" I blurted out, she wrapped her legs around my waist and leaned in. I leant in then before we both knew it we were kissing. She released, looking at me again, I slithered my hands around her waist and picked her up. I placed her on the edge of the sink. She put her forehead on mine.

"If you think you'll die in the third task Cedric, I'll be there to save you." She whispered. "I love you. Don't listen to Cho, or anyone for that matter." I say, lifting up her chin. I pecked her lips, "I love you.." I hear her say. "But this. This doesn't cure my depression." She says shortly after, "I know. I know you'll still cut. But I always be here." I reply. "Your kisses won't, help." She says again, "I know, I know they won't." I say again. "Nothing will help.." she replied shakily, looking down. "Love is not the cure."

a/n, the reason im making cam say love is not the cure for depression is because its not. my older sister morgan had it, and i know how it made her feel and no matter how much our family and her bf gave her, she was still depressed. she got over it and is just fine, just putting this out there so you guys understand. read on (lower case meant for use in this a/n) a/n

Cam hugged me, and I hugged her back. "Well, this is adorable, I should probably get going now. Hehe." The voice of Myrtle called out. "Thank you Elizabeth." Cam whispered, "Thank you, Elizabeth." I whisper just like Cam did.

Cam

I kept on hugging Cedric until he broke away, taking off his shirt giving it to me. "If I die-" he started "-, you get my wardrobe and everything I own, my parents would be okay with it. I'm sure of it." he finished, "Cedric-" "Ah, call me Ced." Ced interrupts, "-okay Ced. Y-you don't need to do that." He shushed me and nodded, "Yes, yes I do."

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