Dont go I cant do this on my own.

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×× guys this is gonna be an emotinal chapyer so just warning ya ××
Title Credit: Dont Go - Bring Me The Horizon.
yes I know two chapters in a row !

_Amelia_

its like 5:30 in the afternoon well tecnically evening.
Dad and queen tut the sl*t arrive in half an hour and mums forcing me to help set the table and other sh*t.
my phones been going off all day but mum has taken it off me.
we finally finish the table and clean the house we both sink into the sofa and let out a sign but as soon as we do the door rings.
"what time is it mum ?" I ask
"5:40" she replys.
I get up to answer the door.
its Parker.

" oh hi " I greet him
"hey , why arent you answering any of my texts or calls ?" Parker asks
" because im grownded and mum took my f(_)cking phone off me !" I explain.
I grab parkers hand and lead him im indoors.
"mum can me and parker talk upstairs for like 10 mins ?" I ask
" sure but seriously 10 mins." she agrees.
I run up the stairs dragging Parker up behind me.
we walk into my room and shut the door.
Parkers lips carsh against mine and they move in motion with each other.
Parkers pushes his lips harder against mine.
I wrap my legs around his waist.
after a while parker moves us over to my bed where he sits me down on his lap and he carry on with what we were doing.
Parker keeps pushng his lips harder against mine , its killing me knowing I cant just take his top off because I have like 5 mins left , ....or can I ?
Nope I cant.


5 minutes pass.


I pull away from him and stand up.
" I got to go now 'cause  my dads gonna be here soon." I explain.
"Alright I got to go home its getting late anyway." Parker adds.

I re-brush my hair and head for the door I go down and parker follows I see him to the door amd head back to mum.
we sit in silence intil the door bell rings.
mum jumps up and runs to answer it.
I sit waiting for them to come in only Josie enters the room I guess mums talking to dad about something. another 3 mins pass of awkward silence.
mum and dad finally walk through the door.
"hey " dad shouts across the room to me.
I just put my hand up mid air and try to force a smile.
tonights going to be a long night.

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we finish are dinner and mum sends me upstairs to pack my stuff , I didnt question her request I just simply did it.
I finished and brought my bag downstairs I place it on the hallway near the door.
i walk back into the room where ther all sat on the sofa frowning at me.

" um... hi ... why you looking at me like that .?" I ask.
" um.. Amelia theres no easy way in saying this but, your going back to sheffield with your dad and Josie" mum says in one big breath
" yes but I usually go for yhe weekend why is this diffrent ?"! I ask again.
" um.. your not coming b-back !" tears stream from my mums eyes.
" WHAT !!!!!!!!"  my eyes start to fill with tears.
"  im doing it for your own good." mum explains.
" why , how can this be good , surely this is just making it worse." I scream.
" no , everythings all just to much to take in here plus I want to take you away from where sadness from your past is I want you to stop with  the sex untill your 16 I guess. and date boys your age for god sake" mum cries more.
" what so your just letting them take me , dad will be away most of the time and then who will look over me ?" I ask.
" Josie will" mum says.
" she will probably out all the time in clubs getting drunk acting like a sl*t I say acting she is a f(_)cking slut , I hate her mum , I F(_)CKIMG HATE HER! , she hurt you , bad , and your just going to let her look over me ! , I thought you loved me obviously not." I scream almost bringing the whole house down.
" Excuse me , I am here you know " josie argues .
" yeah I know , its not hard to miss ya " I mock.
" Amelia Rose Sykes thats enough !" dad shouts.
I storm out the room and out tje front door.
I run as gast as I can crying my eyes out.
I reach Parkers house.
I bang on the door loud.
Parker opens it.
I pull him Into a tight hug.
we movee inside and sit on the sofa.

" whats wrong ?" parker asks.
"dads taking me away to sheffield and im never coming back until im atleast 20." I cry.
" what ? , why ?" he asks in dis belife.
" the under age sex , you " I get cut off.
" me ?" parker asks.
" mum said im not aloud to date you anymore , but I dont want you to go out my life I  ant do this on my own." I shout.
someone beeps outside the house
" thats my dad I got to go now ill call ya !" I expalin
Parker shakes his head.
I start to cry more.
" I think its best if we dont talk to each other just so you can get better if you know what I mean."  parker suggsets.
I nodd and walk out the door running to the car and slamming the door behind me I search in my bag for my ipod and earphones, I plug them in and drown in the sound of rescue me by you me at six.

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so guys this is the last im going to update tonight inbox me or comment what you want to happen next !
oh my god I am actually crying right now !

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