Poems-mostly depressing

Mother. I'm sorry

+Life is when you're born.+       +Given to the hands of your life+
+She whispers your name+
+A soft Gental touch and smile+

  ×12 Years later×
+That baby gets A's in School+
+She smiles brightly+
+Always helping others+
+But at night she cries+
+A small whimper for help+

×A year later×
+Her grades drop+
+that baby is never around+
+Her music full blast+
+She wears the same hoodie+
+Everyday+
+She never wants to go to school+

×3 months later×
+You walk into her room+
+It's 1 am+
+Her music still on+
+The countless razors+
+Her in her bed sliding it across her+
+She sees you and cries more+
+You cuddle her+
Shhh it's okay

+She looks at you+
I hate myself