What Used To Be

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Chapter 1

"Yo Mike man , where Nelle?" Chris asked

"She Probably sleeping upstairs, let me go get her" I responded

I walk upstairs and entered Janelle's room and the first thing I saw was her long curly brown hair covering her beautiful face . After moving her gorgeous hair out her face I stared at her flawless skin and thoughts about last Saturday night ran though my head a small smirk was placed on my face and I knew just what do to wake her up - I climbed on top of her and started kissing on her neck watching her stir in her sleep.

Jenelle

Who the fuck is trying to wake me up by kissing my neck , it's only one person I know that knows my spot was on neck and that's Michael - ugh maybe if I ignore him he'll leave I don't care whose downstairs even if it's Chris or the girls there nope I'm not leavening my room

"Come on, Nelle I know your wake and Im not leavening to until you get up ." He begged.

"FINE! What do you want Michael ?" I responded and open up my eyes just to see his brown eyes staring into mine.

His face is beautiful -shit what I am

saying that's my step brother. I blinked my eyes just to see him staring at me licking his pink lips

"To see my baby girl " he said cheerfully causing me to roll my eyes I glared at him once more to get the truth

"Alright besides seeing you, they crew downstairs and they going to McDonald for breakfast." He said whilst licking his lips.

"Let me go hop and in the shower and shit." I said while watching him lean into me and attack my neck with kisses

"Let me join you ?" He mumbled into my neck

"No the crew downstairs - along with Chyna remember her; your girlfriend that maybe pregnant with you first born." I spat while trying hard not moan since he went back to sucking my neck trying not to leave a hickey

"I'll tell them to go with out us and bring us back our food because Pops don't want you in the house by yourself, please baby'girl." He begged

"Michael - we can't keep doing this its wrong." I said looking into his eyes

"But it feels so right." He said while leaning into my face and kissing my lips

"It's wrong ! - you can stay I don't care but taking my shower ALONE ! I yell before smacking him across the face .

"I gonna act like you ain't just smack me because I love you." He mumble before giving me a quick peck

Ugh ! Can't stand him but I can't help but to love him. Let me go take my shower

*5 minutes later*

Michael

After getting the crew to leave and telling Honey to get me and Nelle's usual order, I raced upstairs to her bathroom that was connected to her room.

I enter her bathroom to see her washing her face. I saw my baby wearing a red thong and only a thong. DAMN I thought to myself . I insisting placed my hands around her waist causing her to jump in shock. She turn her beautiful body and her face held an angry expression. I quickly picked her up and put her on the bathroom sink. Before she could say anything I kissed her and it wasn't a kiss with lust more passion and love and that's exactly what I have for her .

Jenelle

I couldn't help but kiss Micky back . His soft lips against mine fit perfect for each other. Then again me and Michael knew each other before our parents got together shit we were like best friends that never claimed our feelings to each other. He started to change after freshmen year of high school, became more cold hearted and start fucking random bitches but always protect me in school but he still wasn't the same Michael Stevenson I knew growing up - sometimes with me he'll let his guard down .

"What's wrong" he mumbled on my lips

"I'm fine" I lied trying to convince my self .I knew He saw though my lie .

"You know I hate when you lie to me Nelly please tell me when your ready okay." He mumbled into my neck I couldn't even respond to him because he kissed me .

I quickly smacked him off of me and saw anger wash over his Carmel skin

"Watch your hands Jenelle !" He yelled

I never got the chance to respond to him because he left out of the bathroom I stripped down and hopped into the shower before Michael would come in but I was to late. I felt his strong arms wrapped around my skin and knew he was gonna apologize for yelling at me knowing I hate when people yell at me .

"Baby I'm sorry."he whispered

"I'm not your baby - Michael I'm really not, you stay apologizing to me and never mean it." I spoke calmly before unwrapping his arms

"Nelle, stop doing me like this your the only person besides my mama that know me and I when say know me I mean truly fucking know me ." He mumbled pulling me into him before placing his head in my neck

"No Michael I don't know you , you have a guard up for no reason, you tell Chyna you love her in front of me like I have no emotional attachment to you but wanna sleep in my bed with me at night - it doesn't work like that." My voice started to crack and before he respond to me I told him to leave and once he left I tried to enjoy what was left of my shower

Michael

She'a right but I know the same Michael she wants back is there deep down - I think I hurt every guy that tried to step to her or did hurt her well the ones she told me about. Yes I heard what Nelle said about Chyna but when I say I love her I mean like a baby mama but with Jenelle I mean as a wife, best friend, lover, my thug life etc . Chyna is nothing compares to Jenelle.

Jenelle Asia - Marie McKnight is the love of my life

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