gangster ties＾kuzuhina

"please don't leave me now."

The prompt for this story is that Fuyuhiko broke up with Hajime, and Hajime in the end committed suicide.
-Kuzuhina-
Hajime leaned on his bedroom door. His vision becoming more blurry, and his eyes crying waterfalls.

'This can't be happening.'

His mind flashed a scene from a few weeks ago. A scene that made him broken, lost, and scared.

/flashback:

"I... Don't like you anymore, I wanna break up."

Fuyuhiko said with a voice so inaudible, Hajime felt like he needed to make Fuyuhiko scream just to hear what he said.

'Why? Were you not satisfied? How long have you felt this way?'

So many questions wanted answers but some how Hajime wants none of them answered.

"Fuyuhiko... Please don't leave me."

Hajime begged, his voice cracking and so was his heart.

"Sorry I swear I-"

"I am so alone Fuyuhiko, so please not now. I-I am begging you!"

Hajime shouted as he jumped from his position on the couch to the side Fuyuhiko was sitting and held his hands and begged on his knees.

"I can't handle this relationship anymore."

"I found someone else."

Said Fuyuhiko, who is looking anywhere but Hajime.

"Who?"

Hajime spat, as he started to feel all of his sadness turn into anger and his grip on Fuyuhiko's hands tighten.

"P-Peko."

Fuyuhiko stuttered as his eyes lands on a specific album that was called "I love you Fuyuhiko :)" the album was given by none other than Hajime when he confessed his undying love to Fuyuhiko. The album was halfway filled with pictures Hajime and Fuyuhiko during their 2 year relationship.

"Oh, of course it just had to be her."

Fuyuhiko flinched at Hajime tone.

"Everyone talked about how they expected you to be with her and not me."

Guilt washed over Fuyuhiko as he looked at Hajime fragile and crying form.

"I-"

"Shut up."

Hajime cuts off Fuyuhiko as he threw Fuyuhiko's hands back and stood up.

"Okay."

Fuyuhiko stood up and left Hajime's apartment, not even bothering to look back.

/flashback end:

Hajime hugged the "i love you Fuyuhiko :)" album as he held the container of sleeping pills his doctor prescribed him.

"I never knew it would come to this."

He open the pills, his arms still hugging the album.

"Life is really full to the brim with surprises huh?"

And swallowed all of the pills in the container.

With only a few moments of life left, he quickly flipped through the album making little comments on every page.

Until he was left with pale blank pages.

He took his suicide note and placed it on one of the blank slots.

Then all he did after that was cry as his body turned to a really feverish, and warm feeling.

Then that was it.

That was the end of Hajime Hinata.

-aftermath:

Fuyuhiko sat with Peko on their white couch as he open the tv, and watched the daily news.

"It has been reported by the police that a collage student by the name of Hajime Hinata had committed suicide a few days ago."

"What?"

"Isn't he your ex boyfriend?"

"The suicide note, that was found in an album called 'I love Fuyuhiko :)', is now going to be read by one of his friends, Chiaki Nanami. Ms. Nanami if you may."

Fuyuhiko couldn't believe it.

'There is no way, he can't do this he said he won't do this.'

"Hello, my name is Hajime Hinata."

"Hello, my name is Hajime Hinata."

"And I committed suicide."

"And I committed suicide."

'This can't be happening.'

"It sound stupid but I was heart broken."

"It sounds stupid but I was heart broken."

"What could I do about it?"

"What could I do about it?"

'Dammit.'

"I have no where to go without Fuyuhiko."

"I have no where to go without Fuyuhiko."

"He was the one that made me so happy, he was the one I cared about."

"He was the one that made me so happy, he was the one I cared about."

"But it's okay Fuyuhiko."

"But it's okay Fuyuhiko."

'No it isn't.'

"It's not your fault."

"It's not your fault."

'It is my fault stop lying.'

"Do me a favor."

"Do me a favor."

'Fuck I'll do anything. Please don't leave me now.'

"Make Peko happy."

"Make Peko happy."

"Don't leave her."

"Don't leave her."

"I still love you."

"I still love you."

"But I hate you more."

"But I hate you more."

'I hate myself too, for doing this to you.'

"Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

"I'll meet you in the afterlife. If there is one."

"I'll meet you in the afterlife. If there is one."

'I'll want to start over. I don't want this ending. We deserved better, you deserved better.'

'I know Fuyuhiko, I know.'

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(btw i have nothing against Peko)