Day 6

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I looked for a job today. It wasn't as successful as I hoped, but went better than I expected. I had a few interviews but two people just plain kicked me out. But, as I was being kicked out of the store, I saw him. He had dark brown hair, and blue eyes. He didn't see my face, I made sure of that. Why? Because, another reason for him to hate me. As I got kicked out of the other store the preps at my school got a video. It's gonna be all over school. I might as well stop going. My parents offered homeschool, but it wasn't gonna help. They are still gonna target me. They hate me. I'm just a freak.

[him]

I saw her again today. She was being pushed out of a store. I yelled at the manager. I saw her face, even though she tried to hide it. I don't understand, out of all the people I know, she hides from everybody, yet she is the most beautiful person I know. Well, I don't KNOW know her, i know about her but we haven't spoken. With the position I'm in, I most likely never will. I can't find a flaw in her. Her freckles, her auburn hair, blue eyes. She is the most beautiful person I know. Why do they hate her? Why do they make fun of her? Why won't she speak? Why can't I just go up to her and just say hi? Because, I'm the most popular kid in school who has to hide his feelings or everything he knows will crumble. Truth is, I'm a freak.

P.S. She was truly beautiful.

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