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Dark Love

Part 2

Everything seemed to be…peaceful here. Im away from the cruel world and most of all him. I dont know if im dead or sleep. I know one thing i did know

Yn-Dee

Dee-yes babygirl its me

Yn-omg i cant believe it. I missed you so much

Dee-i missed you too

Yn-what happened. Howd you die

Dee-from the samething you are going thru

Yn-huh

Dee-look yn you need to leave him. Your gonna get hurt

Yn-what no

Dee-yea he's not safe

Yn-what do you mean…he…he loves me

Dee-do you really believe

Yn-o..of course i do

Dee-really

Yn-ye…yes

Dee-you are so deep in you dont even realize it…him

Yn-huh what do you mean it,him

Dee-i cant say

Yn-dee

Dee-everythings not always what it seem yn. i have to go

Yn-wait no dee what did you mean. I need to know

Dee-put the pieces together think hard. I love you babygirl. Stay strong and wake up. He's been here for a week with you

Yn-who

Dee-byeee

Yn-the the

Jay-yn

Yn-jay

Jay-doctor! shes awake

Dr. Burns-hello yn im dr. Burns how are you

I couldnt  speak. It hurt to bad. So i did the best thing i knew how. I signed it.

Dr. Burns-excuse me

Jay-um she can speak can she have a glass of water please

Nurse-ill go get that…………here you go sweety

Yn-……thanks and im fine i guess doc

Dr. Burns-great i have a few questions for you if you dont mind

Yn-shoot

Dr. Burns-when was your last menstrual?

Yn-umm 4 months ago

Dr. Burns-Emhmm so did you know you were pregnant

Oh gosh my heart rate speed up. I felt jay grab my left hand

Yn-um yes

Dr. Burns-yn…im so sorry but the baby died

I felt my whole world crash. My second child. I dont know if i can do it anymore. I just cried while jay willingly tried to console me

Yn-wha…what

Dr. Burns-yes im sorry. The baby took a pretty hard blow when you fainted

Yn-f…fainted

Dr. Burns-yea when your husband im assuming brough you in he said you fainted while in the kitchen cooking dinner

Yn-i cant believe this. My baby is gone

Dr. Burns-im sorry ill leave you a moment

Yn-wait…i wanna see my baby.

Dr. Burns-i dont know about that

Yn-p-pleasee i just…please im begging you

Dr. Burns-one second

Jay-yn are you sure you wanna-

Yn-yes i just wanna see what would've been

Jay-ill be right here the whole time.

Yn-thanks jay

Jay-anything for you

Dr. Burns-here is the baby

My baby…that would've been my baby. I bursted into tears. An innocent life taken all because of that monster. I just needed to be held. I cant do this alone anymore.

Yn-J-Jay

Jay-hm

Yn-c-could you j-just

Jay-sure

His warmth was almost enough. I needed this. He was the best thing ever to happen to me.

Jay-its gonna be okay

Yn-no no its not jay thats the second baby ive…nevermind

Jay-tell me

Yn-i cant

Jay-yn…please

Yn-this is the second baby ive lost. All to him.

Jay-him who

Yn-leave it alone

Jay-yn

Yn-no

Jay-yn

Yn-fine Craig Shit

I felt his grip get tighter and his body shift.

Jay-did you really faint

Yn-n-no

Jay-did he hit you

Yn-nooo

Jay-what happened

I told him everything. By the time i was done he had made like six phone calls

Jay-IM GOING TO KILL HIM!!

Yn-no please

Jay-GIVE ME TWO GOOD REASONS WHY I SHOULDNT BLOW HIS BRAINS OUT RIGHT NOW

Yn-you'll go to jail

Jay-thats one

Yn-i love him

Jay-what! how the hell do you love someone who constantly hurts you.

Yn-i dont know. I just do

Jay-i cant believe this…i've loved you forever and a day,always been there, took care of you when you needed it, hell i even learned sign language for you and you love a nigga that beats and harasses you mentally and sexually. I was here with you all week. Not him. He didnt even check up on you. I just dont believe it. Hell i think i may be inlove with you yn…

Yn-jay i-

Jay-but i guess thats not enough huh. Ill always be #2 right. I guess my feelings dont matter huh…dont worry im done loving someone who doesnt love me back. Im through. You can give him all your love know

Yn-jay…wait…please i dont wanna be alone. I need you jay please understand

Jay-understand what. Understand my love for you will never matter to you. No thanks ill save the heart break yn…have a nice life

Yn-jayy…noo

Everything around me stopped. My bestfriend. My sheild. My everything just left me. I want to die. I have nothing to live for. Lord take me now

-CrazziiChikk

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