Inside Out

we meet

Hey guys, this is my first authors note and am really excited please don't give up on me cause I have so much faith in you ..come along

The autumn breeze blew the remnants of the dried leaves away .It was a  chilly night with great promises of rain. I walked down the street letting it go. all my pain and sorrows all the hardship of the world .The ghosts in my corridor never got tired of haunting the past holding me , I just wished that just for a second I would forget all my problems and just be me
   Flood of tears already gathered in my eyes I bit my lip in bid to stop it. taking a very shaky heavy breath I entered the coffee shop taking my usual seat at the rear end .days like this I was always alone at that side if the restaurant so I had all the time to pour it all out .I smiled at the bar tender as she gave me a pitiful smile
I just hate that smile
I nodded and headed for my place .surprising I wasn't the only one there tonight .I felt a knot tight in my chest as I saw the person asleep .The figure was wearing a hoodie a blue hoodie with a red baseball cap I sighed not wanting to know who the hell he was . I took my seat directly opposite the figure as the flood gates in my heart poured out . Nights like this I just wanted to forget everything .I didn't even want to think about anything .I just wanted to forget everything .But that everything kept haunting me 
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re you going to be needing a bucket, you know you could flood down this whole place if you aren't careful "I heard suddenly I looked up and my eyes met with the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen taking a good look at the person he was gorgeously beautiful note my English  I could only stare looking like a lost puppy he was perfect .....my mouth hung open as I drank him in I lost control of my self until he snapped his fingers
"Had a good view?, take a picture it will last longer "he smirked I blinked slowly allowing my bloodthirsty eyes to roam elsewhere
"Look I don't know who you are and I don't think I care so just let me be " I sighed raking  my hands through my hair
" don't  you get it should be you to get the f*** out of here, you crazy looking bitch " I gasped at his insolence. my chest hammered. taking a shaky but long breath to contain my tears I stood up ,picked up my purse and walked out not before giving him a deadly look
"I pray we don't meet ever again" I said as I walked away with a broken heart.. The eerie night birds gave me a good amount of goose bumps
As I walked alone I was once more reminded of how all alone I was the ruder intruder at the coffee shop didn't also help as I felt more useless and helpless... I walked motionlessly communing with my sadness as I sank deeper into despair... I had what they wanted but I don't even know what I have is there a sign up that just screams hello I have what you want I raked my hands through my hair as it began to drizzle my first response was to laugh even the heavens where not on my side ....how much that hurts I closed my eyes it was time to get strong inhaled deeply and shut down the mother fucker called feeling.