The Reason

Prolauge

Prologue

Olivia's P.O.V

Do any of you know what it's like to feel so out of place that you feel like you don't even know yourself anymore? To hate yourself so much you can't even compare it to anything. other than maybe a cowboy fan against the bears. I use weird comparisons I'm sorry.

Who here has ever worn a mask? You paint on that pretty smile with the nicest lip gloss, use your best makeup to cover the tear stained cheeks and dark circles, and curl your lashes to make your droopy sad eyes look a tad bigger. I know I have. plenty of times. And don't get me wrong. I can be ... "Happy" I can go to school and smile and laugh at my friends. Especially my best friend Jalynn. That crazy bitch always has me crackin up. But even though she is like the funniest person I know she has her faults and if you can believe it, she's sadder than me.

But maybe that's why we're so close. That's why we're best friends. Because we never let each other fall. But I did fall once. In the complete wrong direction, and not even Jalynn, could catch me; Because she didn't even see it coming.

Neither did I.

But it happened.

I fell for Her.

Yeah her.

I fell for Cat.