I know you've suffered
But I don't want you to hide
It's cold and loveless
I won't let you be denied
Soothing
I'll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
Undisclosed Desires By: Muse
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Edward's POV:
Another town here we come. I was starting to contemplate moving off away from my family. Alice assured me that this town was going to be different, she would not tell me why she felt that way, and I know she has been hiding visions from me. It has always been difficult being the loner out of three other pairs of mates. It had been a lonely eighty years and I have been yearning for a mate of my own.
As we approached the small town in Washington State, I was reminded of our time here long ago. It seems the scenery has not changed much since then. Esme and Carlisle had already been here for a month overseeing the deliveries to the new house. All of our things being placed in our rooms, ready for us to unpack, I was not anticipating any of this. It all seems too redundant; life in general is becoming redundant. Alice and Jasper were driving my Volvo ahead of me, Alice's thoughts centered on visions of everyone showing up for school in the morning.
Pulling up to the enormous house, through the winding three mile driveway I sighed. Though the house is full of seven vampires it is still just an empty house to me. Solemnly I got out of the car, greet Carlisle and Esme, and headed up to the third floor where my room is located."Yes keep the lonely one secluded."I let out a bitter laugh to my thoughts. At least unpacking my room will be enough of a distraction. – If I move at a human pace.
Alice came up the stairs a few hours later. She had every intention on helping me to unpack. She was on a mission to get me to go out and hunt before heading to school. As she approached she went into a vision that was shifting so fast I was unable to keep up. I saw flashes of a brown haired girl rushing into a class room. But as the flashes slowed, Alice's mind was suddenly blocked from me as she entered the room.
"Edward lets finish this room up, I have a feeling, and we need to go hunting. I keep having visions and they are getting stronger and stronger and hunting is what we need." Alice was speaking so fast, leaving me no room to argue as she began whipping around the room.
I sigh in contentment after draining a mountain lion and a bear. As Alice and I were running through the forest back to the house, she was complaining about not having enough time to make sure everyone was dressed for our first day of school. I didn't understand why she concerned herself with all of it. We were starting in the middle of the year; we were already going to stand out. I was sure that this small town had no true stimulating education system
As we reached the house Alice was in a whirlwind, commanding everyone to get ready to go. Carlisle was already at the hospital; Esme was out in the garden laying borders and setting up fountains. I tuned everyone out, they were fussing about new students and who was driving, and what shoes to wear. I threw on my faded jeans, black sweater, and sneakers. I tried to get my hair to do something but it was impossible. I headed down the stairs grabbed my keys, and walked out to my Volvo. After a few minutes everyone came out and climbed into the car. They all knew I would drive.
