A hand of darkness creeps towards me
And the Devil asks, want to join me?
And all I can think is that it would be great
to have less choices. to seal my fate.
But the ever constant thoughts running through my mind won't let me fade into the night.
They paralyze me with fear and doubt,
I don't know how to be without.
Without your love that held me together,
Without your broken promises of forever.
Without your warmth inside my bed,
and in its place, a coldness instead.
The icy cold it fills my veins and freezes me stuck in place.
I cannot run and I cannot hide
From the thoughts of you circling through my mind.
Baby it's okay, Baby it's alright. Baby pull it together. Baby I don't want to fight.
Baby I'm not your baby.
These thoughts spiral down into the abyss
Where I keep the memories of your kiss
Of the way you touched me and set my soul on fire,
and now,
all that's left is a frozen desire.
