I was in the studio with Ari when I had a lot of things running through my mind, I tried my best to clear them and focus on writing theses songs for the new album because I knew how much it ment to the fans and you know I can't let them down with this they have been waiting months and months even years for this 3rd album and my manager wants it done before Friday next week and he wants the demo tracks all ready its a lot of presure i'm only one guy I can only do so much in a day anyways I couldn't stop thinking about my sisters for some strange reason, Tiara seamed really upset the last time I spoke to her I told her I would speak to her soon but the record label has been keeping me so busy sometimes I wonder if they are trying to shut out my family and after all family is important and with Jessica's birthday coming up me and my family have been trying to plan her something.
Jessica's family are the sort that only comes when you tell them to every year since me and Jessica have been together they haven't even bothered to say "Lets go and visit Jessica & Bruno to see how they are doing" and they told Jessica one time on the phone that they don't even approve of my music well fuckin excuse me try living my life its hard when your family lives out in Hawaii and your in LA trying to make good music to deliver to your amazing fans that you had to work your ass off for. Sometimes I wish I could just go back home spend time with the family have our old conversations we use to have and just chill to be horniest.
Anyways I told Ari lets call it a day because we still had till next week Thursday and me and Ari have been working all day its kinda stressing me out a bit and I know I usually say " I'm locking myself in the studio till this album is finished" but I had other problems of my own. So I turned everything off and locked up the studio and headed towards the car, I got in the car and sat there for a good couple of minutes when I got my phone out and texted Jessica " Don't wait up be home soon Bru xx" and I headed to the liquor store where I brought a couple of bottles of whiskey and drove to a park and sat down by the pond watching the ducks take a swim in the pond while having the first bottle of whiskey. I was looking at these 2 ducks they were swimming together in the pond it looked so cute and then I thought of me and Jessica, Jess has been so busy lately with her modelling career it's going well but she never really has time to chill with me anymore like we use to back in 2012 when it was coming up to our 2 year anniversary when I took her to Brooklyn and I took her to a broadway show followed by dinner and then took her to an outdoor bar it was a nice night out but ever since then everything has changed....
