(Harry)
It is starting to get cold out and Louis hasn't come home. I looked at the time and saw that it was about 1:30am. great! I went back on twitter, because I though Louis wouldn't answer a text, and posted a picture of a sad looking and tweeted 'locked out of the house. Hope Louis gets back soon.'. Then I just waited. I kept getting a lot of tweets from fans asking why I was locked out. If Louis and I got in a fight, or why I didn't go to one of the other boys for the night. So I told them that Lou and I did not get in a fight, Zayn wont answer his phone, and the other two have other plans. So they wrote things like pour baby and stuff like that. I sat here for about another two hours and finally told myself he wasn't coming home. Louis has the only car so i'm stuck here. I lay down and close my eyes trying to get warm. It the middle of fall so its a bit chilly. Soon I fell into an uneasy sleep.
(Louis)
I woke up the next morning cuddled up next to Amy. I smiled and checked the phone. 10:30am. I go tout of bed and left her a note, not wanting to wake her. It read, 'had to go home, shower, change, ect. love you.' Then I walked outside and was hit with cold hair. It was chilly this morning. I took out my phone, turned it on and checked the temp. 20 degrees. bur. I got in my car and turn the heat on. I checked my twitter updates and saw on from Harry. And a bunch of fan wrote on it. He updated a pic. He looked real sad. I read the tweet and all the comments. When I was done, I zoomed home. I pulled in the driveway and found Harry sleeping on the steps. His lips are blue and he is shaking. Oh god. Was he really out here all night? I unlocked the door then picked him up and brought him inside. I lied him on the couch and put a blanket on him. Then I went over and turned up the heat. I went back over to him and he was still shacking. I rubbed his back and just sat there for a bit. He is so cute when he's asleep. Wait.... what? I ran up stairs and ran a bath. When it was nice and warm, I went down stairs and brought Harry up. I undressed him, I have seen him naked before, and placed him in the tub. He jump at the sudden heat and I just laughed at him. "Calm down Haz. Your just in the bath." I said laughing. He looked at me and his eyes widened.
"Lou? Your home? Wheres your girlfriend?" he asked.
"Yeah I'm home. I saw your tweet. When I found you, you were shaking , blue lips, and pale. And 'Amy' is at her house." I said.
"K." He said slowly nodding. The he started coughing. " Lou, I've been wanting to talk to you about something." he said. "I-" Then my phone started ringing. I answered it.
"hello?" I asked.
"Hey Lou. It Amy. You have been gone a while. Where are you?"
"Oh. Sorry. I'm at home. I thought I left a note. Any ways, be back soon, K?"
"Okay. Fine." She said playfully. I laughed.
"Okay. Love you. See you soon."
"Love you too." I hung up and looked at Harry. "What did you want to talk about?" I asked.
(Harry)
"What did you want to talk about?" Lou asked after getting off the phone with Amy.
"Oh, um, never mind. Its stupid."
"Okay then." He got up and left he came back about 15' later, dressed and with a bag off cloths.
"What are you doing?"I asked.
"I'm going to stay with Amy for a few days. Stay warm." He said winking at me. The he left the bath room, went down stair, and left the house. I leaned back in the tub and started to cry. Why do I keep thinking I can have him. I will never get him to be mine. Never. I reached over to the sink and grabbed a razor. I looked at it for a minute, never thinking I would do this, then I brought it to my wrist and pressed down hard, sliding it across my skin. Blood started dripping out into the water. I made four more cuts, each a little deeper then the last, and my body felt numb. Then I heard a knock at the front door before every thing went black.
(Niall)
I felt back for last night and I saw Harry's post, so I went over to hang out for a bit. I went to the front door and knocked before walking in. "Harry?" I called out. No answer. "Hey Harry! You here?" I went up stairs and found the bathroom door open a bit. I walked in. "Harry?" I asked. I looked around and found him. I gasp and rushed over to the tub. One arm was over the edge of the tub holding a razor, the other was bleeding out in the water. I quickly pulled him out and covered him in a towel. I didn't know what to do so I called Liam and tried to stop the bleeding.
"Hello?"
"Liam! Its Niall."
"Niall. I'm with Dani right now. Whats wrong?"
"Harry. he's bleeding out. He cut himself. GET HERE NOW!!" I yelled. I heard his breathing hitch. The I heard him say bye to Dani.
"On my way." He said before hanging up. I tried everything to stop the bleeding and in 5 long minutes, Liam came running in. He checked for a pulse first. "He's alive. Niall, go look for a first aid. Quick." I nodded and ran out of the room. I came back with the aid quit in my hands. I handed it over to him and he started pulling things out. While he was patching up Harry, I went to his room and got some p.j. pants and a loose shirt for him. I walked back in the bath room and saw gauze around Harry's arm and Liam rocking hi back and froth.
"I got him some cloths." I said. Liam nodded and we dressed him. When we were done, we brought him down stairs and to the couch. We covered him in blankets. Then I took out my phone and tweeted,
'Can't believe what just happened. I feel so guilty.'
Some One Kill Me. I Listened To 13 J.B. Song while Writing This. And I Hate The J.B
