All I can hear is my phone ringtone going off. But I ignored it I was two blocks from the suburbs my mind was racing the image of my girl kissing another nigga made my stomach turn inside out.
I pulled up at my sister house and knocked on the door.
"Dante whats wrong"
"You got some liquor?"
"Its in the kitchen"
I walked into the kitchen amd grabbed the bottle of vodka popped the top off and began chugging it down.
"Slow down Dante tell me what happened"
"Man sis this bitch Sebrina caught her ass kissing a whole nigga in the hallway at school"
"Damn you want me to beat that bitch ass?"
"Prolly I dont know man"
I took another sip from the vodka bottle it was burning my throat as it went down but I aint give a fuck. I knew I couldnt have love no matter what I did.
"Dante its gone be alright"
"I need a blunt"
My sis grabbed a brown box from under her bed and took a lighter and backwood with a plastic bag full of reefer.
"Shit lets light up little bro fuck that bitch"
I grabbed the backwood and plastic bag and started rolling up. After I was done I took the lighter and started puffing. I gave up smoking three years ago but I needed this shit more than ever.
Me and sis passed the blunt around me laying on the end of the bed on my back her laying at the head of her bed on her stomach. She had a snake tattoo going down her leg because when she was younger she got bit in the throat by a snake when she was five.
After the blunt was finished I fell asleep on sis bed.
It was about twelve in the morning when I woke up sis was sleep too I took fifty dollars out of my pocket and put it on her nightstand to pay for the weed we had smoked up.
I walked out sis house locking the door sis aint give me advice but she gave me a blunt that I needed to take my mind off of things.
I got in my car and backed out sis driveway. I was hungry as fuck so I drove to a gas station and got some hot fries,arizona,and brownies.
I grabbed my phone I forgot I was supposed to hit Frank up about going over our technique for basketball.
I looked in my phone and it was seventy messages and forty missed calls from Sebrina she knew I knew about her dirty secret with her cheating ass. I dont love these bitches no more they dont do nothing but lie and create false hope.
I swiped away her notification I aint give a fuck she needed to move I was done with her she needed to understand that. I texted Frank that we needed to practice tomorrow he texted back"ight"
I took my ass home I was still a little tired that reefer fucked me up a little bit my body was loose as fuck and I had a hang over from that vodka.
I pulled up to my house and saw Sebrina sitting on my porch. I stepped out the car and she looked at me.
"Can we talk please?"
I just looked at her.
"Dante please"
"Get the fuck off my property"
She was shocked that I aint kiss her ass like I usually would do.
"Baby please" she came off the porch
"Dont come near me"
"I need you and you need me"
"I dont need nobody yo ass was temporary like everybody else in my life"
Tears in her eyes she tried to hug me.
"Get the fuck off me"
"I thought you loved me"
"And I thought you wasnt a hoe we both were wrong"
"Oh my god that was a mistake"
"Yeah our whole relationship was too"
I pushed pass her and walked into my house and slamming the door behind me I aint give a fuck what happened to her I was just worried about my career and how I was gone take care of myself.
Because love aint for everybody but hatred grows in everybody.
