Diary of pain

Diary of pain 1

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"I'm just a girl"
"Im just a girl, a hopeless case
Living in a world, a familiar place
Im just a girl with tears in her eyes
Swimming in a pool of cold hearted lies.

Im just a girl always second best
with sleepless nights and no time to rest
Im just a girl, with scars all around
Always screaming without a sound.

Im just a girl giving up on life
Running from my problems headed from the knife.
Im just a girl who's messed up in the head.
With hope, and wishes and prayers to be dead.

Im just a girl with nothing to live for.
Who shut out the world and fell to the floor.

Im just a girl living in fear.
In the dark lonely place, flooded with tears.

Im just a girl living in fear, behind closed doors, soon to be gone and live no more."

a poem I wrote from before. and a poem that still lingers in my veins and in my pain.

how are you still able to smile after all the pain and judgement you get?

I know it's still a beautiful world, but don't you think this world is selfish and ruthless?. Sometimes the pain is too much, it'll eat you.