"you know, i really love you-aS A FRIEND THOUGH BECAUSE NO HOMO"
my cheeks go pink, i want to laugh, but at the same time, i feel my heart break a little.
"uh yeah, haha, no homo"
/my first fanfic, so pls give me feedback and don't be harsh. thank...
I got up at 9am. Already, i was in a pretty bad mood, i hate mornings. They disturb my happiness and just make me even more depressed when i see that she isn't here next to me. She will never be here next to me, because she has to be next to her boyfriend. Ugh, just thinking of him with her is enough for me to be sick. I take my covers off and immediately shiver from the sudden contact my warm skin had with the cool air. I slip on my slippers and start my day thinking of what she was doing right now. I mentally scoff myself for immediately thinking about her instead of what i was going to do today. "pathetic. Absolutely pathetic, Helena." But I just can't seem to stop thinking of her. Finally, after what seems like hours, i decide to fully wake up and take a shower. I head into the bathroom and turn on the shower head, sticking my hand in to check the temperature and immediately feeling calm when the warm water hits my hand. I undress myself and step into the tub. I stand there for a while, just letting the warm water hit my body. Usually when I take showers, I try my best not to look at myself in the mirror. As soon as i take off my clothes, i jump into the shower. I can't stand looking at myself, I do not love myself. In fact, i despise every aspect of myself, wishing that i looked a little like her. Who doesn't want to look like her? She's absolutely perfect. Im interrupted from my thoughts when i suddenly feel the water that was once warm, go hot. I scream, pressing my back up against the wall, making sure that no part of me touches the almost boiling hot water. "shit" I managed to change the temperature of the water back to it's original setting, and continued my shower. After about an hour (a/n literally how long i take showers lmao sorry mom) I got out and picked out my outfit. Today, i decided to wear my grey dress, blue flannel, pastel pink boots, and my favorite flower crown. Not gonna lie, but at the moment i felt cute. "Nice. Now, what now...?" I said to myself as i admired my cute outfit i had put together. Suddenly an idea popped into my head. Maybe today i'll pay her a visit. I snatch my phone from my nightstand and click on my contacts. Her name pops up and i click on it.
To Ruby💕: heyy, ruby.
hey, Helena:From Ruby
To Ruby💕: are you busy today
no,why?:From Ruby
To Ruby💕: gr8, im coming over;) read 12:08 am
As soon as i read her message, i turned into sonic and zoomed out of my house.
a/n------- i hope that you liked this chapter. it's pretty shit, but whatever. im currently in the car bored af and i was like "lolol lets write an emotional af fanfic:)"also, the picture of the outfit will be down here, just in case you needed help picturing what helena was wearing:) please, please feel free to leave feed back and dont be afraid to correct me on my grammar or shit like that. plEASE, i need help, my writing sucks ass. bye!
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