What A Deleterious Thing

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My feelings for him grew

Inexorably

It's a deleterious thing

To like someone

Uncontrollably


My feelings for him has changed who I am

I always believe that I can't,until he made me believe that I can

Defending him has resulted in some vice actions on my part

To protect his personality, which is like a work of art

Beautiful


He has made me fall for him

Because of my credulous ways

Where do I even begin?

From all the words he had to say

To spare my feelings

It had me believing

That maybe his body shakes

When I'm in his wake

Like mine does

He makes my mind buzz


An abyss of ruminating thoughts

Reminiscing about your arms

And what they brought

Comfort and protection

So many small memories

I can't make a selection

Of my favorite one


Dilatory now more than ever

My lethargy at it's highest point and it's not getting better

Laying wide awake at 2 am

Just give my mind a break, damn!

Choking out cries all the time

For the one I want to be mine


My hand warm from the friction of rubbing my chest

Trying to relieve the ache of my heart

I try and try my best

To play the part

But it's a deleterious thing

To like someone

Inexorably

Uncontrollably


~ In the perspective of everyone~

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 27, 2016 ⏰

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