I have a pain so deep you'll never see
I locked it away and hid the key.
If I ever really could share it
You wouldn't look at me the same
I swear it.
I've seen things I shouldn't have to see
But the only one who ever knew was me.
I faked a smile everyday
For I couldn't stand for you to see me this way
I buried my emotions deep inside my soul
It's this hate I have that keeps me whole
if I ever truly showed you what's inside
I'd run away fast and quickly hide
No matter where I go
these feelings stay inside
All I want to do is close my eyes
It's like an eternal torture that never dies
These voices that fill my head
It's like when I get home I take off a mask
Faking happiness
is nearly an impossible task
But some how I manage to get by
Going through everyday about to cry
One day maybe it'll be okay
But of course that day is not today.
