I'm sorry

Finding Out

                Will P.O.V
I woke up at seven and got in my uniform then started my daily chores. Around eight I had cleaned the windows along with the curtains of the mansion, cleaned the dishes after making breakfast, and took care of arranging master's schedule to where he usually likes it. When it was eight thirty I went to master's room and opened the door. "Master Tryone i-it is t-time to wake u-up" I said while becoming my usual  crying nervous wreck. 'Why is it that when I am around nobody I can be confident, not so close to breaking down?' I wondered. I didn't realize that I was just standing in front of the door, staring until master Tyrone slapped me making tears flow down my face. "I'm speaking to you demon!" Tyrone yelled. I bowed my head and apologized knowing that Master Tyrone only slaps me when he had a bad night and is really really annoyed. "Now as I was saying, did you do your daily chores?" Tyrone asked. " Y-yes m-master Tyrone" I answered trying to stop the tears flowing down my face. I hear him tsk at me annoyed, then I hear him leave slamming the door. I am finally able to stop the tears and wipe my face to get rid of the tear tracks. When I know that my face looks descent I walk out and do what the master orders me to do. I knew deep down that every time he yells or punishes me that he was sorry I could see it in his eyes. So when he brought me down to the torture room, strapped me into a chair and whipped me until I was a bleeding, wailing, sobbing mess I didn't hold it against him. I did my best not to scream until he left because I knew if he heard my screams while he whipped me he would do it harder, trying to ignore the guilt. I screamed and screamed my pain after he left my body and heart hurt so much and yet I still didn't hold it against my master. I was barely able to get myself out of the chair and walk up to my room, when I did I passed out on my bed not even caring about cleaning my injuries. The next day I woke up to the burning of my injuries and opened my eyes to find my mistress cleaning all my wounds. "Mistress Y-You do n-not have to do this f-for a lowly d-demon such as m-myself who is u-unworthy of the r-rare c-care you are s-showing"  I said starting to cry slightly. Mabel said nothing until all my injuries were cleaned and patched up then she left. I laid there until I finally forced myself to get up and get dressed. Then I did my best to try and do all the chores assigned to me for today, I managed to do most of them with the help of some of the Mistress's servants. I was about to start making dinner when Master Tyrone walked into the kitchen and yanked me by the hair causing me to drop the glass bowl I had in my hands to fall to the ground and shatter. I started to cry as he dragged me out of the kitchen by the hair until we got to his bedroom. When we got to master's bedroom he threw me in causing me to fall on my side harshly. I was crying and shaking as I saw master's face. " Why are you having the other servants help you just because you fail to complete them by yourself?!" Tyrone yelled as he started to step towards me. With every step forward I backed up still on the floor as I responded " I-I'm s-so sorry m-master b-but I d-didn't ask t-them". Suddenly I felt pain spread over my face making realize that Master slapped me. " Do not lie to me demon the only other reason they would help you is if they were ordered to be me or Ma- " Tyrone suddenly stops then he grits his teeth. "Never mind then I have my answer leave my sight immediately!" As soon as Tyrone finished his sentence I was out the door,running until I got to my bedroom and slammed the door. I slide down the door crying and shaking then I started talking to myself. "Why do I always forgive him when he is nothing but mean to me? I don't understand." Sobbing out the words to myself then I start thinking about all the moments I've had with master. This makes me realize that I always get a warm feeling under the fear when I am around Master Tyrone. I gasp as I realize what the feeling is that I get with my master. " I am in love with Master Tyrone" I said to myself not knowing that someone was listening on the other side of the door.