I'm floating, just floating. In a sea where the ocean floor is so close yet so far away. I could just swim down there and touch the bottom but I know if I do I'll die due to lack of oxygen.....Just floating.......So much thoughts just roaming in my head and it came to the point where I was just staring and it felt like I could see my thoughts spewing out my head and floating with me. Just floating.....I saw some memories mixed in there as well. Remember Jimmie. He was my awesome best friend that lived with me due to some unfortunate circumstances. He was that sibling I never had. I sometime would question how I became friends with him, he is just that crazy. Then it hit me with a brick full of stupid(not like I haven't been hit before), Why am I floating and how did I get under water? I suddenly felt my pulse rise and walls that magically appeared were closing in on me. One was falling and one was rising. Still just floating though, but slowly I was sinking going towards the rising wall...... Soon the falling wall entered the water and was slowly, but surely making its way towards me. Pushing the water out the way, wanting and yearning to trap me between itself and the one under me that was rising. Yay, now I'm crazy, cause you know walls have feelings and emotions now. I was already feeling compacted between the walls even though they were a not so short distance ahead of me and below me. Not leaving any space for my bones to process just wanting to compress until I was dead...................................................................................................................................................
With a quick gasp for air I nearly jumped out my bed. With a quick haste to get up and assure I was still alive and breathing, after that breath taking dream. In away it still felt like a dream to me. I looked out my window and saw a yellowish orange blue sky. It was a first for me. Since they broke down the house next door I was finally able to see something besides a brick wall in the morning and night and all day. In all the 17 years of my life I've never seen the sun set through my window. I guess that's gods birthday gift to me. Giving me a sight inside my dream and in reality itself.
