Alone (Oliver x Sick Reader) (Finish Edit)

Chapter 6

Yesterday was the last time Oliver met his family and since from that, he never get a visit from his sweet and caring parents.

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3 months already passed. Day by day, he get more and more depressed. No happiness filled the ward. No laughter, no listening stories, no playing and most importantly, no one will comfort him anymore.
Each day, a nurse will come to his ward, giving him the same medicines and the same words to him.
"Please don't be upset about it. I'm sure that you will be normal just like the usual day." That's is the same words been repeated everyday, making Oliver become bored listening to that phrase.
Each day, he will always keep thinking why this could happen to him.
He also sometimes wait for his family comes to visit him, maybe giving him a present or his dad making funny face at him, or his mother will come to him and hug him but in the end, it just a dream that cannot be reached.
He do sometimes had thinking of hurting or more to killing himself up to lessen the pain of his lonliness.
Soon after that, he make a desicion on killing himself up.
So he sneak out from his ward and went to the counter. He then saw a pair of scissors on the counter. Slowly he take without notice and run back to his ward.
When he come, he close the door and look at the scissors. He maybe at first he thought of taking suicide but he know that he was still sane and thinking it was a stupid choice to do that. So, he went to his bed and keep the scissors in his drawer.

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As the usual day, the nurse came in, bringing the same medicines since his parents stop visiting him.
When the nurse finish preparing, he then take it and eat it.
The nurse then walks out. When the nurse clost the door, he then puke out the medicines and throw it into the drawer.
"Why did the doctor give me medicines when the nurses and the doctor knew that I'll gonna die?!" he murmured to himself.
He then sigh heavily. He look at the table and slowly reached the top drawer where he keep the scissors.
He look for a moment before taking out from the drawer. Emotionlessly, he played with the scissors. Of course the scissors was very very sharp and with a wrong usage, it could probably can cause injuries.
"If I kill myself, will I able to live happily, withouy feeling sad and depress?" the blond boy asked to himself.
Oliver still played with the scissors, still thinking whether he could just end his life or continue living in his miserable world.
"If I kill myself, will my parents visit me for the last time for my funeral?" he continue speaking alone.
He then stop playing with the scissors and thought of something.
His eyes widen and immediately he put back the scissors into the drawer and shut the drawer.
He holds his head with both hands and shake his hea d vigorously.
"Am I insane or what? I shoulden't think like that, can I?" His then start burst into tears.
Poor Oliver as he have to manage his depression alone and have to face the world alone.
He look back at the drawer where the scissors had been placed before.
Slowly, a smile crave on his face but this time it's not the cheerful smile that he always plastered on his face but a smile full of insanity that probably no one could imagine... I guess.
He take back the scissors and held high upon his head.
"Maybe I should kill myself up. Besides...no one ever care about me anymore."
His hand are shaking. The scissors still been held high. At first he don't want to do it. So he slowly lowered the scissors. But then, a wicked voice whisper to him.
"Such a coward boy. No wonder the world hates you," it said.
Oliver gasp and quickly plunged himself with the scissors.
You all probably thinking that he stab himself on the chest but wrong.
Instead of stabbing himself, he plunged the scissors straight to his golden left eye. Quickly he pulled the scissors and sceam in pain.
He covered his left eye with left hand while the killing machine is on his right hand. With the pain he feel, he drop himself to the floor. Blood wet his light blue ward shirt.
Then, more voice came screaming in his head.
"You should die! No one cares about you anymore!" "Just get lost from the world. You just a worthless piece of sh*t!" "Life hates you, but why you keep living?!" and many more hurtful words that came from Oliver's mind.
He cried and scream in a terrible pain. Soon enough, he start to laugh like crazy and start stabbing himself again and again and again and again and again and again and the thing keep continue on.
He laugh, he cried and the thing will keep continue without stop. Tears mixing with blood. His left eye hurts a lot but he don't mind about it, as long as he could dissappear and escape from the terrible world.
His vision start become blurry as he slowly close his right eye. The last thing he saw was the panic doctor and some nurses.

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'Ouch, my head,' he thought to himself. He held his hand up but then he realize that his right hand can't be moved. He look at it and realize that his hand been handcuffed by the bed railing. He look at his left. Also been handcuffed.
"Oliver, thank goodness you're alive. We've been worried about you sickly." It's the nurse that give him medicine earlier.
He then sit straight with both hands been handcuffed and looking at the nurse confusely.
"Worried? Alive?" question the blond boy to the nurse with the confusion on his face.
Soon, a doctor come in. "Ah, Oliver. You're awake. Well that is a good thing that you're safe."
The boy kinda lost his thought for a moment due to the short term memory lost. But soon he get the point what is the doctor actually talking about.
"Oh, really? I feel grateful to hear it," he said emotionlessly followed by a fake laughter.
He tried to bring his hands to his lap but he forget that his hands been handcuffed.
"We doing this so you will not have any chance to attempt any suicide," said the doctor.
Oliver look at the doctor before he give a smirk.
"You know that I'm gonna die soon. But why did you still keep me alive?" he said sacarsticly at the doctor.
The doctor and the nurse feel shock with Oliver's statement.
"Oliver. You know that's isn't true..." When the doctor wants to continue on, Oliver shout at him with rage.
"LIAR! I HEARD WHAT YOU SAID! YOU JUST SAID THAT SO THAT I'LL CONTINUE LIVING IN THIS WORLD FULL OF HATRED!"
He shake uncontrollably and start to losing control.
"Just let me die!" he yell at the doctor and the nurse. He pulled his handcuffed hands roughly. Its hurt but Oliver thinks that abandoned are more hurtful than dying.
The doctor maybe know what will happen next, so he ordered the nurse to injected him with a sedative.
The next thing happen so fast. Oliver start become slower and less rebels before he fell into a deep sleep.

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Oliver's eye soon then fluttered open and touch his head. He realize that his hand were now unhandcuffed.
"Oliver, you awake. Well, I expect you will not do any aggressive things after you wake up," said the doctor, sitting beside him at the bed.
Oliver just keep quiet. No expression form his face. Just an emotionless face facing down. His both hands on the his lap.
The doctor then stand up from the bed and grab his shoulder lightly. The doctor then give a heavy sigh.
"Oliver, there's something I want to tell you. Its about your parents." Oliver still keep quiet. Not making any sound or any sudden movement.
The doctor sigh for the second time before he continue.
"Sadly I want to say that...both of your parents had...died of your disease." The doctor then stop, looking at Oliver.
The boy just keep himself quiet. Not even a word escaping the mouth. He just staring a down.
The doctor rubbed his shoulder, try to comfort him.
"I know its hard to accept it. I also felt sorry about their death young boy." Still no answer from him.
"Well, I had works to do. I'll checked you later Oliver," he said and leave the emotionless boy alone.
It was a very still and torturing silence after the doctor leave him.
Soon enough, the silence cracked by a little sniff from the boy.
Oliver's tears fell to his hands one by one before his tears streaming fast from his right eye.
From a sniff to a sob and the sob turns louder and louder. Oliver start to cry despite of what he had just heard from the doctor.
"Mum, dad, I'm sorry. I am truly sorry. I didn't mean to kill you too," he whimpered. The sob then finally turns into a scream, breaking the real silence of the ward.
"Why?! Why them? Why not me?! Why you just let me die?! Why do you want me to suffer?!" he question.
He close his knees to his chest and hug his knees, curling up like a ball in a sitting position. He shoulders raise up and down due to the sobbing.

*End Of Flashback*
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Hye guys! Sorry for slow update. I have school break now but since I got home, my siblings always take my phone away from me for playing games and hearing BTS songs from Joox. So yeah, that's explain everythings.
By the way, I really having a very great time doing this chapter and from all the chapter I write, this is the saddest and depressing story ever. I almost cry doing this thing. Why Oliver? Why?
Anyway, enjoy the story. Comment and vote, okay?