Surviving ▲ larry.stylinson.

04

Harry || -03

As his fingertips travel down my spine with such tenderness, my mind immediately goes to when Niall's fingers were trailing down my spine as well. I was slowly starting to find an interest towards the blonde haired boy, but I didn't want to be unfaithful towards Louis. Not after how much love he has given me and how much we've been through. I pull away from Louis and look up at the ceiling as awkwardness and confusion begin to fill the room.

"I have to go," I mumbled and exited the room before he could ask anything that I might give away. I have no idea how it happened and how I was falling for Niall, but sadly, it was and I just didn't have enough force to stop it because it was my heart that was aching for this. I slid down the door of our hotel room and placed my head in my hands, hoping no fan or employee would come along and find me clad in only my boxers. Wouldn't want that to get out to the media.

I waited in the silence for quite some time when I heard sniffling coming from behind the door and high pitched sob that could only come from Louis. My Louis. I knew his habits when he cried, and right now, he was most likely in one of my sweaters that were far too large on him and cuddling against my pillow. It always comforted him but it broke my heart that I was the one to inflict pain on him and yet he still went to any possible parts of me for comfort.

Liam stepped out of his hotel room and immediately noticed me sitting on the rough surface of the carpet. "Everything alright, Harry?" He asked as he walked over to me and sat down with his legs crossed. I wanted to tell him about everything since I knew I could trust him and he was excellent at giving advice, but maybe it would be best for everyone if no one knew about this. So I quietly nodded my head and ignored the forming tears.

"Look, I know something's bothering you. You don't have to talk about it now but know that you can come to me if you need it. Paul also said to get ready for the interview, we're leaving in twenty you lovebird," Liam teased and headed over onto Zayn's room. I hesitantly walked back into the room and was attacked by a pair of arms that were thrown around me followed by a couple of teardrops against my skin. I ran my fingers through his silky hair, trying to comfort him.

That was the problem, I couldn't always comfort him. I wouldn't always be there to comfort him. My heart was slowly leaving his and finding it's way into another's and I don't know how to begin to tell Louis this. "I love you," he choked out as he looked at me with those sea blue eyes with just a tint of green that I've come to memorize each detail over the past two years. My heart shattered into millions of pieces as I recognized all the pain hiding behind them. I really am a cruel person, just like the media makes me out to be.

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I'm so sorry for having disappeared from the face of the earth for two months because I originally joined this account to read stories and I got so caught up in that and I have an Instagram account I'm running where I make video edits and they are so addicting to make but I hurried up and finished this in two days for you all.

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