My locked heart will be lock and no one has the key.
Surrounded by fog, lost in lies, trying to get out of the circus of pain, and outta the forest of hate.
I'm lost forever and never to be found. Everyone left me for themselves and that's the way it should be.... I want my compass back, I want my map back. I miss the presence of my shadow.
I'm drowning in a sea of misery only to see the truth as my savior... no one is giving me truth... I keep sinking and sinking forever in the misery.
I'm back at that house, the house of horrors. Loveless relationships, beatings and rape, screaming and yelling, lies and no truths... oh, here comes the rollercoaster of truths... I'm on it... and it snaps as it swings down, making me go back into that ocean, into the forest, in the circus, being lost by lies, surrounded by fog and in the middle? Is my locked heart. Not a single scratch on it... it will forever be locked.
