~Lexa's Pov~I am still shocked about what he said. I need to be with him every single day to make sure he's ok. I will allow him to go with me to Atlanta now. I understand him.
It's currently June 5 right now, I am going to Atlanta on July 21. I am still not sure if Ethan will go with me or stay with his family here.
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The week after Ethan confessed, me and my best friend, Althea planned to spend our time together before I go to Atlanta. I will miss her so much. She had been my best friend since kinder garden.
We went to the mall and shopped, like we've used to.
"hey Lexa, I am going to miss you so much. Don't forget me bitch, don't you dare" Althea hugged me and sighed. "This bitch is loyal." I joked
We went to the movie theater to watch "FROZEN" because we thought it would be great if we do whatever we want before I leave. We went to the movie theater and ordered tickets. We also went to buy some pop corns and drinks. We went inside to find out that lots of kids are watching. We both laughed and we went to sit. We're in the middle of the theater because we want a perfect view. Me and Althea opened our Snapchat and took a photo saying "best friends foreverrrr" . The movie started and we kept our phone.
The movie ended and all the kids were excited to go out so we waited for them to go out of the theater before us.
After, we went out to eat some pizza so we have time to talk to each other.
"So, Lexa, what is the first thing you'll do when you land there?" She asked. "Of course, Walk" I replied sarcastically. "Oh really, Lexa! Do you really need to be sarcastic till here?" She replied. "Well maybe" we laughed. "Lexa, I will really miss you" she started the drama again. Oh well Althea. "I will miss you too Althea!" I said to go with here drama - 'ness'. "You can just stay here" she started crying. "You can come with me!" I joke. "I hate you Lexa, you know that I can't right? Am I right?" I think I annoyed her, oh. "I'm just joking Althea chill! I will miss you so freaking much and you know that! I can call you every freaking day so you won't miss me" I said. She wiped her tears off and took a bite of pizza. "Be sure" she finished.
While we're talking, I remembered that I haven't told Ethan that me and Althea are going out today. I hope he's not mad. I really don't want Ethan to stress out because of his sickness.
I called Ethan
"Hey baby"
"Hey princess, why'd you call me"
"I just want to say that I'm with Althea right now. In case if you're worried about me"
"Haha well baby, I asked Althea this morning"
"Oh, how'd you know?"
"I heard it from you princess"
"Haha is my voice loud?"
"Maybe princess"
"Ok baby, got to go. We're still chillen haha"
"Ok baby. Enjoy!"
I hung the phone and sighed. It's nice to know that Ethan is not stressing about it.
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We finished the day by going to Starbucks. I know we eat a lot don't mind. We both ordered Mocha Frappe with Peppermint syrup, because we love peppermint so much. We also ordered Waffles because we love it too!
We got our food and drinks and we went to our table. We started talking.
"So, I forgot to ask you this, have you said that you're going to Atlanta to Ethan?" Althea asked
"Well, yes. Ethan said that he-" I broke down as i remember what he said
"Tell me Lexa, Don't cry, I'm here for you" she said trying to stop me from crying
"He said that......... he has Cancer" I cried even harder while confessing. I wiped my tears using the tish Althea gave me. All the other people inside are looking at me, but I don't care.
"What! But he looks healthy!" Althea shook his head trying to think about what I just said.
"But Althea, promise me that you will keep that as a secret. I promised Ethan that this news will never get into his family, friends and most specially, his twin. Grayson" I said. I know that Althea will keep a secret because she never told any of my secrets.
"Ok. I promise this secret will forever be a secret. You can trust me Lexa" she said rubbing my back comfortingly
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I went home thinking about Ethan. And Ethan. Just all about Ethan. I went to my room. I jumped into my bed and rest. I decided to call him if I can go to his apartment right now. And just stay there until I go to Atlanta. It depends if he will go with me or not.
I called Ethan
"Hey Lexa"
"Hey baby, can I stay with you tonight? I just want to stay with you forever"
"Yes! Sure baby! You can stay here forever. I will pick you up later 7 pm. Wait for me"
"Yes baby. I'll wait for you"
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It's already 8 pm and Ethan is not here, yet. I'm worried for what might have happened to him. I can't explain what I'm feeling right now, about Ethan. I called him for the 10th time already but-
he didn't answer. I tried calling Grayson to ask if he's with his brother~
"Hey Gray! I just wanted to know if you're with E. He's not answering my phone calls"
"Hey Lexa. No he's not with me."
"What? Where is he?"
"I don't know Lexa. Wait, let me call him for you"
"Ok Grayson. Call me right after you call my baby ok?"
"Yes Lexa. Bye!"
"Bye"
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I am so nervous after this call with Gray. He's not with Ethan.
So many questions are floating inside my head right now. Like "what if something happened to him?" "Is he ok?" "Is he with another girl?" "Is he planning to surprise me?" "Is he dead?"
I went to the kitchen to drink water to calm me. I waited patiently for Grayson's call.
Grayson called me
"Hey Lex, he's not answering my phone calls. I'm sorry"