i woke up covered is sweat,with a moan i got up and headed towards the shower.letting the cold water hit me,felt good.cooling.thank god i dont have work today,i felt like hell,looked like hell.i didnt even want to get out the shower untill my mom called for me ."dakota!,breakfast is ready!.are you up yet?!".she's yelling & it's not even afternoon yet."YES MOM IM UP!" i yelled back,ugh!.i dont wanna get dressed,dont wanna do anything.it's just a lazy for dakota today.but i got dressed anyway,black vest,blue long sleve.i was about to put my pants on when my mom enter my room,i turned around and gave a small smile."i see it's a lazy day if you cant even put your pants on" .i gave a little nod,she turned and walk out.i finally got my pants on and headed down stairs.i sat on the stool,watching mom make eggs."
the twins are coming home.ask me to pick them up.maybe they'll stay for good".she said as she turned around to face me,my face must have looked weird cause she looked at me with those mothering eyes.she went to talk but i stood up so fast i almost feel over my own feet."lets go get them" was all i said,i grabed the car keys and went for the door,my mom right on my heels."ok,berry said gate 14.i go left,you go right".mom said.i missed the twins so bad,when they went back to france for a secound time,it hurt even more then the first time they left.i dont ever wanna feel like that again,whenthey left for a secound time i stayed in bed for days.but i had a job,so i had to deal with it.again.i was standing in the middel of the airport when i thought i heard someone say my name,i looked around and spotted a girl with pink & red hair."dakota!' she said.she ran into my arms,i smelled her hair and huged her close.taking her all in,i didnt wanna let go.she backed away from me a little so i could look in her eyes.strawberry,right in front of me,smiling and looking pretty as i last remembered her."i missed you dakota.like alot,but im not going back to paris.at least for a while" berry said.well,that put a smile on me.now im in a good mood,she moved closer to me,and wrapped her arms around my neck.i pulled her closer to me so i could press myself on her.berry was short,she only came up to me chest.im not that tall,but i was like two inches taller then she was.i looked in her eyes,they were as blue as mine,but hers were still better then mine.this girl is my best frined,we know each other since we were little,been through so much togther."dakota...i wanted to tell you something beofre i left..again.i wanted to thank you for always being there for me.and.i..i..i love datoka.'berry said.she kissed me and i stood there like a idiot.good going dakota.she backed away but i grabed her hand.this time she didnt pull away."DAKOTA!,I MISSED YOUR BLUE EYED ASS!' LAVA YELLED.lavendar,with her purple curls bouncing around her.she jumped in the air ,her legs went around my body,her hands went around my neck.i hugged her hard,i set her on her feet gave her a big grin."not as much as i missed your ass'.i said.i looked them both up and down,yup.still look the same,well berry's hair was half blue at some point.my mom came running up to the twins.they wrapped them selfs around her,i though she was gonna cry.when we took them home berry dropped on the floor,lava layed on the couch."oh!,i gotta get bto work.dinne tonight you two."mom said,she kissed me,hugged them and off to work.i turned to the twins to see them both grinning at me,i couldnt help but have a big grin on my face to."dakota!,first your hair is,well it's ok.your looking good you alwasy did".lava said.i looked down at berry,her face was in the floor.she gave a thumbs up."mate!,i missed you like crazy!".dorian said.we did our hand shake,he hugged me."i missed you to,i didnt know what to do with myself.i was.so.lonely"i said.with a sob,his grab got tight,i loved dorian,in a brother way.the dudes my best friend,didnt know what to do if we werent friends."girl theres no need to hind away,whats done is done now."dorian said.i looked at him almost crying a little bit."dude,dont you start singing to me.im gonna cry"i said.berry looked up from the floor,with a little grin"god,do you two need to be alone?.did you want a room?"berry said.the sent us both laughing,lavender got up,and kissed my face,and walked over to dorian."we are gonna go out for a bit".she said.the left out the door,i looked toward berry who was sitting up with her neens to her chest.she gave me a smile,i gave her one back.i was left alone with her,she said loved me at airport,i should grow a pair and tell her that i love her.i always have.she got up from the floor,i backed away a little.i grabbed her hand,she moved closer to me so that her hips were pushed against me,i wanted her so bad.i wanted to rip everything off her,but i didnt."berry..i love you to.i always have,always will.".i said.wrapped her arm around my waist and pulled me toward her.he reached up and ran her hand through my hand,when she did that i though i was gonna lose myself right there.i backed my self into the wall,i pulled her with me.she pressed her self into me.i let a little moan out,she giggled and ran her hands through my hair again."my bedroom deck is always unlocked".i said.she looked me in my eyes,and tilted her head to the side."oh,i know.you like to sneak out late at night.".berry said.what!?,ok maybe i did sneak out cause it made me feel like i was 16 again.plus it was fun,and it didnt wake up my mom.i watched her walk around the room,looking at pictures as she went.smiling at the ones with me and dylan.we went next door to her house,i helped her unpack her things.said good night to the twins and headed home,when i got outside berry was at my side."you dont have to walk me home.i live next door".i said when i looked at her,she gave me a smile and pushed me playfully.when we got to my door i turned around and looked down at her.she was tieing her shoes,but from a distance it looked wrong cause she was so close to me.i couged and she looked up,"bet that looked wrong from a distance"she said as a big grin came on her face."you ready for work tomorrow?'.i said.she gave me a wink,kissed my face and walked back to her house.guess that ment a yes,she's weird so i'll take that as a yes.i didnt sleep that night,when i was laying in bed i heard lawson playing,berry's favorite band.she doesnt sleep so she must be reading.when the alarm went off i was still awake, i didnt even get dressed.when i got down stairs mom was in a rush kissed me said have a good ay at work and was out the door.well,she didnt make me breakfast.berry was standind in the kitken with a book in her hands,i lead against the wall untill she looked up."want some breakfast?".she asked,well at least she wanted to make me some food."do you know how to make fruity pebbles?".i asked.she smiled and grabbed the box and bowl for me.i looked up at her and gave her a wink,she giggled and looked down at her shoes."you know i did come back for christmas.and you werent home".berry said.i looked her in the eye,"i was with dylan for christmas".i said."every time i came home,you were never around dakota".i didnt wanna tell her that i didnt wanna see her,that i was to upset and mad that she left.she was waiting for me to answer her,i got up and put my bowl in the sink.berry was trying to sit on the counter but cause she short it wasnt working for her.i grabbed her hips and put her on the counter,i moved between her legs and stayed there for a while looking in her eyes.then i moved away from her and walked towards the hallway.she jumped down from the counter and i turned around.my eyes started to burn,everything i was holding in was all about to pour out."i come home back for good and i wanna work things out dakota ,but your pushing me away!".she starts to cry,then i lose my self control and cry.i try to fight it back but i cant."cause you broke my heart!.the first time you left to paris it hurt,really hurt.i didnt leave my room for days,wouldnt talk to anyone.the secound time you left hurt more then the first time!".my face was red and my eyes were to wet to see straight,i wiped the back of my hand arcoss my eyes.i was waiting for her to say something but she stood there crying.when she looked up at me i had to look away from here,this was to much for me."like it didnt hurt me dakota!,i couldnt do anything about my parents sending me to paris.i couldnt change their mind.but you only care how you feel right?,you never asked how it made me feel dakota".she looked away from me,i brought my eyes back to her,she took her glassess off and wipped her eye with her shirt.i was thankful she didnt wear make-up,it was hard to look at her now but if she had make-up on i would have clawed my eyes out just so i didnt have to look."it broke my heart that i couldnt have you.your my best friend and your pushing me away from you.i wanna fix this ".berry looked up at me,both our eyes are red and puffy.i was gonna say something but she walked out the house.i watched her leave,fuck this.i was way to upset to talk anymore,i didnt wanna cry anymore.i couldnt have her and thats all i wanted.was her.
