"...I can't believe it." I whispered to myself. How can they fight like pigs over something so small? I realise the reason I thought that boys and relationships were stupid, I wish I had never come here.
I bring my knees to my chest and go into deep thought. How can I let Jungkook control my life while I'm here like that? Will I let him? Should I? Oh I don't know what to do.
All I wanted to do was hang out with my older cousin for a few weeks, I didn't want all this boy trouble, and sadness. I'm sad?
I'm sad because I'm confused. I want to talk to someone but I don't want to talk to any of them. I'll call my mom.
I pick my phone and it rang for a few seconds. Hey sweetie
"Hey mom, how's it going?"
"Good how about you, is everything alright?"
I felt my throat tighten. "Oh yeah, just fine." I swallowed hard.
"Sweetie what's the matter?"
My mother's voice was so comforting to me, I couldn't hold it in anymore. "I wanna come home." I cried out barely making a sound. "I don't want to stay here any later."
My mom was silent for a few seconds.
"Why? Did something happen? What's going on? Are you hurt?"
I felt warm tears run down my face. "I'm unhappy, confused, and I don't know if I'm hurt or not I just want to come home."
She was quiet for a few more seconds.
"Put Jungkook on the phone."
I wiped away my tears. "I'm n-not in the living room I'm shut in my r-room." I sobbed.
"Baby, what happened? Did he do something? Did one of those boys do something?"
By now she was very concerned. "N-no, Jungkook didn't do anything and neither did anyone else, it's all on me, I don't want to be here."
My mother asked calmly.
"What did you do?"
I stopped for a minute to regain my thoughts and wipe away some of the falling tears and think. "I, I made a mistake by trusting someone and maybe having a crush on him." I paused. "Then his friend got mad and tried fighting with him yelling things like he didn't deserve me." I felt the tears building again and my voice getting shaky. "I was gonna go on a date with the guy, he stole my first kiss." I began to sob. "I was an idiot and now Jungkook and both the other boys are upset and I just wanna come home." I cried uncontrollably.
My mom tried calming me down over the phone.
"Sshhh it will be okay honey, sshhh why do you think Jungkook and the boys are upset?"
"I don't know I mean, after the two boys started fighting I screamed and got mad and left the room and I heard Jungkook say that he didn't want them in my life pretty much, I messed up didn't I?"
"No sweetie, you didn't mess up."
She reassured me.
"I think you need to talk to Jungkook, call me afterwards."
"Mom I don't want to talk to him."
"You're not gonna get better if you don't talk to people!"
I stayed silent. She was right. "Okay, I'll talk to you later...I love you."
"I love you too sweetie, keep your chin up."
After that I got off the phone and walked towards the door.
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What ( Taehyung)
Fanfiction:THIS IS PART 1 OF 2 BOOKS: EVERYONE IS READING BOOK 2 BEFORE 1 Olivia a young 18 year old girl who lives in America and is still stuck in high school. During her summer break she gets to see her favorite cousin in the world, Jungkook. She didn't kn...