Jimins POV
I smile and wave to our fans as we finish yet another concert. I'm really thankful to Noona for giving me a long jacket for the photoshoot, the cuts would have been really hard to explain. We're in Osaka for our fanmeet with our amazing Army's and I'm really happy. I love Japanese food it's so delicious but I have to go on a diet so no more food for me after this. I'm still in hair and makeup I'm not surprised. Even professionals have trouble making me look good. Maybe when it's my time to serve in the army I could purposely run into enemy fire? No, it's too far away plus South Korea's not at war with anyone so there would be no fighting. Troublesome.
Maybe I could kill myself before the army. I couldn't stab myself Jin's always in the kitchen and I don't want him to witness it. Then again maybe he would be happy I'm dead.
Flashback to last night
We were on our way back from a rehearsal session and I just couldn't get this one move right. I felt so bad and i had apologised for being useless. We all climbed into the van and I walked over to sit by Jin but before i could Jin spoke " Go away who in their right minds would want to sit by a pathetic ugly fat useless midget?! Fuck off!" I looked around the van and the other members avoided eye contact that's when I realised that I just hold BTS back I'm useless and fat and clingy and annoying and ugly. Jungkook then said " I know it keeps clinging to me it's honestly disgusting"
Flashback end
They had said sorry in the morning... sort off. They just acted as if it had never happened so I followed their lead. There better than me anyway.
I was snapped out of my thoughts when the makeup artist stopped and said "Jimin your ready now hurry up and get backstage I ran over time so we are delayed."
Of course she was delayed nobody could make me look good no matter how hard they tried.
I ran to backstage and the members and manger-nim sighed in aggravation.
" Jimin why are you so late"
"Sorry manger-nim makeup over ran."
J-hope looked at me and said
"I wouldn't be surprised anyone would have a hard time making you look good."
I stood there shocked. I knew it was true but i didn't expect J-hope to say it. He always comforted everyone when they were down always made sure all of the members where happy always spoke encouraging words.
V started to chuckle then laugh . V who I had went to school with . Who was my best friend. I turned away and took my seat at the table on the stage whilst the members argued over who would have to sit by me.
This is going to be a long day...
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Ok I am sorry for the long wait but yeah if you get the reference in this chapter please comment and don't forget to vote please.Also I'm shocking at grammar so please tell me where I can correct it.
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