Our Broken Grey Skies

Chapter 5: Fears in reality

AN :warning don't read if depressed
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Irene 's pov
I walked to the class  that  I loved at first but hate now completely. I passed with fly colours then the colours faded. I had taken my stuff from the lockers and got to class .I took a back seat next to the window.Mr Johnson came looking like he had been hit by ...nothing when he should be looking like he .came back from the dead .Wow he cleaned up so good. I mean his in in his forties with a huge boldspot and he shaved and it seem like he dressed up well .As I  looked at him I saw a guy walk in.I heard someone grasp till I noticed who it was."Nick?"
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Flashback 
2 years ago

I looked at the letter  " Lies .Lies is what I have been telling  myself .Hurt .Hurt is what I have been feeling. Pain .Pain is what I see when I look at my body after being beaten by the basketball team .Nick left I have nothing left .I can't breathe nothing but poison in forever at some point I have to let go .I guess this is it .I'm sorry Irene.I'm sorry Anna .I'm sorry Amber .I'm sorry Bella. I'm sorry Roxy .I'm sorry I can't say it to your faces .I m sorry. I just can't have it anymore. This is my goodbye I hope yours is different. " I looked at Sam and the blood next to him . I watched  Anna fall to her knees and Amber run to her .
*blackout*
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I looked  at Nick and a tear feel down my face .He looked at me as if he didn't remember me "Who are you ?" He asked as if he didn't know me ."Well Nick you just know how to break people  .My name is Irene and you don't need to ever talk to me again ." I wipe my tears away and stand up and walk away as I reached the door I pushed pass Nick.
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AN :sorry guys I have exams to study for so