Today was the day you were going to ask Taekwoon to be your first time. You've been dating for 2 years so you think it's a good idea. The farthest you've ever gone is really steamy make out sessions. After you try to go further he gently nudges you and says "I think that's enough for today."
He's never let you go any further. This caused your mind to start thinking about horrible things. Does he not want to have sex with you? Does he dislike your body that much?
So before he came home you made his favorite dinner and even set the table all nice with candles. You had also gone out and bought a very revealing lingerie set earlier in the day.
You heard the car door shut outside, your heart started racing.
As he came in the door you walked over to hug him. "How was your day?" You had your arms wrapped around him as you looked up. "Good."
He was always like that when talking to you, with talking to anyone really. His answers were short and simple but you liked that about him. He didn't need to say much to convey how he felt.
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After you two ate you suggested going to bed. Of course after his long day that sounded amazing to him.
As he was getting into his night clothes, which consisted of a loose tank top and boxers, you went to the bathroom for your nightly routine. But this time you slipped on the lingerie before going out to him. The set was black and see through, both your bra and panties had lace around the edges also.
You stood in the door way waiting for him to finally notice you. When he did his mouth hung open, his eyes were the widest you've ever seen them.
"Y-Y/N..."
You smiled and slowly sauntered over to him, which caused your boobs to jiggle slightly. "Taekwoon Oppa." You placed yourself in his lap on the side of the bed. His face only just above your breasts.
You roughly pressed your lips against his, which pushed him back onto the bed. With your legs straddling him you had full control over what was happening.
The kissing got hotter and your tongues started roaming each others mouths. As you let your hand go down his body you started pulling his boxers down, that's when he gently pushed you off of him. "I-I think that's enough for now Y/N."
You froze, he really doesn't like your body.
You quickly climbed off of him and went to your dresser in tears. Ripping off the lingerie you put on a baggy t and sweatpants. Taekwoon called to you but you didn't listen. You went into the living room and threw yourself onto your couch will tears still streaming down your face.
As you were sobbing you could feel someone's presence, you knew it was Taekwoon. "Y/N, What's wrong?" You picked your head up to look at him. "You hate me! You think my body is disgusting!" When you put your head back into the couch he crouched down next to you.
"When did I say any of those things?" You didn't reply. He slowly lifted your shirt up your back and started placing soft kissing up it. "T-Taekwoon?"
"I don't hate you or your body, why would you think that?" You slowly sat up on the couch. "B-Because you won't have sex with me, I've tried so many things but none of them work." He sighed before placing his hands on your thighs.
"I don't hate your body, i-it's because I'm scared." You put your hands over top of his. "Scared of what?" He squeezed your hands tightly. "Scared of hurting you, of not being good enough.."
"Taekwoon, you're more than good enough, I trust that you won't try to hurt me." He turned his head up to look at you. "Are you sure?"
As you nodded he slowly started kissing you. It was soft, softer than what you had started before.
He lifted your shirt up over your head and attacked your chest with kisses. "T-Taekwoon." You moaned softly which made him gently pick you up and take you into your bedroom.
He laid you down and unclasped your bra before sliding it down your arms. Instantly you covered your chest with your arms. "Y/N, you're beautiful." He took your arms away from your chest and proceeded to take one of your nipples into his mouth.
He sucked on it softly and gently nibbled on it. Your hands went into his hair and tugged softly to make him kiss you again. He kissed you roughly and he pulled your sweatpants down off your legs.
"Y/N, are you sure you want to do this?" You pulled him down and kissed him before grinding your hips up into his. He took that as a yes and swiftly pulled his boxers off. "Wait, we don't have condoms." Since you've never had sex Taekwoon never bought any, and you didn't think anything of it.
"I-It's okay Taekwoon, I can take a pill." He bit his lip before positioning himself at your entrance. "This is your last chan-" "Taekwoon please just fuck me!" He stopped talking and slowly slide himself into you inch by inch. You winced in pain but that couldn't be helped, it was your first time after all.
"Are you okay Y/N?" You nodded and grabbed onto his forearms tightly. "I-I'm fine, just move, please."
He placed his arms next to the sides of your head before slowly moving his hips. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him so your lips would touch.
After a few minutes of him thrusting you started moaning into his mouth. "O-Oppa." Taekwoon let out a loud groan. You've never really called him that unless you were sleepy or needy.
He took this as a sign to go faster so he grabbed your hips tightly before slamming himself into you. "Oppa! M-More!" You never knew sex could feel this good. Your whole body was cold and on fire at the same time, all your senses were enhanced.
You started whimpering as the heat got more intense in your abdomen. "Oppa, g-gonna come!" He pressed his forehead against yours but his thrusts didn't slow down. "Go ahead baby, come for Oppa. I'm right behind you."
You dug your nails into his back as you came hard. Your moans could probably be heard by the whole neighborhood.
Taekwoon buried his head into your neck as he came. You couldn't hear more than just heavy breathing. You whined as he started filling you up, your lower region was even hotter now.
"O-Oppa." He was kissing your neck softly. "Thank you Y/N, it didn't hurt too much?" You shook your head and giggled. "It was perfect Oppa."
He smiled before returning his head to the place in your neck. "I told you, you're perfect."
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