Nothing is of any value to me anymore
Alone in my room
Banging my head against the door
Knees hit the floor
Tears begin to drip...Then they pour
Hopeless without him
How did this ever happen?
Why can’t I stop this?
Betrayal poisoned my brain
Hatred spread through my veins
Fist clenched
I just want to punch away this pain
I just don’t understand
There was only you.. just you
Love I shared with no one else
Now you’re gone with someone else
Maybe it was my fault
Engulfed in the moment
My thoughts eclipsing my love
Wish I could have paused it
Sat down and thought for a moment
But everything was running on fast forward
I don’t know what to do
Now that I am without you
I feel so empty
My happiness has fled
My hope is dying
My purpose has faded
I’m caught in stage of blindness
Brain on rewind
I grow tired of watching it
The goodbye we abide by
Took awhile but now I know
I lost the love of my life
The one I hoped to call my husband
The one I said will always be by my side
What do I do
Look for what I lost
Or move on
I really wish you weren’t gone
~Brittany Mace
