Can I Be Loved?

Chapter 20:Starving.

Don't play the song yet. Play it at the hotel part okay love u guys on with the story!

Brie POV

Recap~ Should I just quit and leave everything behind or do I stay and fight?....

Reality:

I was in my hotel room just thinking and ive decided that I'm not gonna quit work cause thays crazy...... but I'm taking a few months off I need this there's to much negativity here right now. I already told Stephenie thay I'm taking off she said its okay so I'm leaving tonight I'm going back home.

2 months later

Ive been gone for 2 months now and I feel better honestly but I miss everyone so im returning tonight on raw.. I haven't talked to anyone since I left. I'm heading backstage and I'm scared to see people especially dean...

"Brie!!!" I heard someone yell and I saw my sister nicole.
"Nikki!" I yelled hugging her.
"I didn't know u were coming back why didn't u tell me?." Shhe said looking at me
"I'm sorry I wanted it to be a surprise." I said
"Oh well I got to go see u later" she said hugging me. I was walking to the locker room to put my stuff down and to put mmy new ring gear on.

I walked out when I was done and went to caterring. I went and got a plate and water and sat down by myself.. then someone sat next to me and to my surprise it was roman reigns.
"Hey brie" he said smiling at me.
"Hey roman what's up?" I said looking confused.
"Yeah just wanted to warn u since u left Dean hasn't been the same and he has a girlfriend." He said I looked at him confused again.
"Okay and why are u telling me I broke up with him he cheated remmber." I said getting sad but mad kinda.
"Sorry I brought it up to u I'm just gonna go." He said walking away.
I just went and threw my stuff away. I was walking throough the arena bored when I saw dean laughing with seth rollins until he turned and looked at me and stopped laughing. I just walked up to rhem saying hi to seth then leaving. It was time for my match as I walked out all u heard were cheers I was facing summer rae easy.

Skip match~ I face busted her and got the win I got out of the ring and went backstage when I walked through the curtain I saw dean standinf there smirking at me.
"What Ambrose?" I said angry
"Oh nothing just wanted to know how you were gone for two months and just come back like nothing happened and why in the hell r u back huh wanting to hurt me well guess what! Being with you was a waste of time and I just wish u would go away u left me when u could have had the best thing in your life but u threw it away. And I'm so happy with rennee now shes a better woman than you will ever be your just a BITCH!!!" he yelled in my face. I looked at him shocked then I started crying. I ran away from him and ran straight into what felt like a brick wall. I looked up and shaw roman. He helped me up I was hiding my face.
"Woo there speedy why r u...wait r u crying?" He said touching my face
"No I'm not but can u take me back to the hotel?" I asked him and he nodded

At the hotel~
He walked me up to my room and came in. We were talking and then all of the sudden he kissed me and I didn't know what to do I just kissed back I mean I don't have a boyfriend and I need this so why not. He picked me up and laid me on the bed and ripped my clothes off and took his clothes off he trailed kisses down my stomach and went in between my legs were he started to work his magic it felt so good then he stopped and then he kissed me and put his dick in slowly then started to go faster and faster evebtually he found my g spot and hit it everytime exploding my body with pleasure. I couldbt help it my body started to shake and I cam all ovzer his dick while he cam inside of me. Then he laid beside me and wrapped his arms around me and we fell asleep like that...before I fell asleep I thought what havw I done?

Hey guys sorry for not updating in forever Ive had lots going on but ee finally reached chapter 20 yay and hope u like it let me know it might suck sorry!!! But let me say real quick about survivor series like the shield like ahhhhh I was freaking out!!! Back to normal now lol please comment and like!! Ah and i reached 900 words almost 1,000 i tried ah. And shout to my babes teambella_02 love u babes!!!