The Demons Call

AppleSauce?

I hugged AppleSauce back she was crying too now and I felt bad she hugged me very tightly I gave in and hugged her tightly we sat hugging for so long that she fell asleep I laid her down on my bed and sat on the floor
"What have I done...."
I whispered to myself crying once more
I'm not sure if she could sense my pain or not but she got up sat in my lap and hugged me with blankets wrapped around both of us so I picked her up and laid in the bed with her I didn't get much sleep but that's reasonable when she slept in my bed before she was a talking sheep now she is a full on sheep - girl which is basically a girl with a tail and cute lil ears so there wasn't much difference from laying in bed with a regular girl I was nervous and flustered and if I'ma be honest it was kinda hawt both literly and metaphorically and the entire Time I had to remind myself to not Yiff AppleSauce but she was making it like really hard for me not to all that cuddling really messed with my head
But no matter what I couldn't stop thinking about Arren I missed her so much.. She knew how Sorry I was and how much I cared and loved her... Yet she hates me anyway.. But what can I expect I hurt her in a way that I even hate myself for I was so focused on telling myself to trust that she wouldn't be Bella all over again that I didn't realise what I was doing I was drunk and pissed and depressed and now this is karma come to bite me in the ass......and once again AppleSauce must have psychic powers cause she instantly latched on to me tighter and I fell asleep
My dream was about Arren's best friend beating me to a bloody pulp whilst I sat taking the beating Arren sitting in the background laughing at the sight of my blood I woke up crying knowing that Arren will never care about me again
(Sorry for the short chapter my other dreams I don't wanna talk about I'll start crying again I'll post chapter 5 tomorrow)