the lodge 3 years later

Part 8

I don't know what to do I still want to be with him but he cheated and it hurt. " I don't know I need to think." I said I told him I had to go to bed so he would leave and I can call Josh.
" are you going to get back together?" Josh asked after I told him what happened. " I don't know should I?" I said " I'm not deciding that for you " "I think I'm going to give him another chance, everyone messes up he hates himself for it and he did tell me." I said I thanked Josh and went to fine Ben.
Ben was down at the front desk as I walk up to him. " hey Ben can we talk?" I said " yeah of course." We walked to the tree where everything went wrong. " ok so I was thinking about us and I know what I want." I said " ok." He said "I want to try again but on one condition." " I do anything." " if we're going to try again I don't think I'll be ok with you being friends with Anna." I said they always stayed friends after their break up " I know I sound like one of those crazy girlfriends but you have to understand where I'm coming from Ben, you slept with her I was always scared something would happen if you stayed friends with her, but I pushed it aside because you were happy but I can't do it again because I know if I have to go somewhere again I will be uneasy and scared that she might be here when I'm not and I can't live like that I'll go crazy." I said " ok" he said " I'll stop talking to her I get what you mean if it was the other way around I would feel the same."  We hugged he tried to go in for a kiss but I turned away " I'm not ready right now."  " ok I get it  we walk back say goodbye and I go and get ready for bed.
Hi guys hope you liked this chapter sorry it took so long to update I had writers block I don't know what I'll write next chapter so comment what you want to happen and I might use it and I will give credit to the person for the idea. Bye