Okay so 4 months ago, I was going through the research phase about how the earth came to be and why all the universal things are so organized. I was raised to be a Christian and I studied their religion and actually believed it for most and everything I was talking about everything had seemed to be a lot more ok the educational side, but over time, my opinion has been formulated by a more personally biased self . I didn't prepare this , so may be ranting a lil but that's what we're here for !So they cut me off but when you get to most that's where I edited it and had to stop
-most of my life , but as I got older I got a little curious. One day, I was in YouTube and , I think I was asking some questions about god and this video popped up questioning the existence of god and I say to my cousin "can you believe people are making this ridiculous claim?!" And so my subconscious was a bit intrigued so, I kept watching . It was this guy Onision, and he was making some real legit points and I'm like wow I can't believe I'm actually considered thinking this way. I'veAlways believed in god and never asked myself why . It really pissed me off how there was a whole nother world out there that I knew nothing about. No one ever told me about the different religions and non religions.So, at 12 years old, I finally decided that I did not have a religion and I was atheist . I was not afraid to share my new found mindset and I immediately told SOME. Of my family about it . I told my cousin and my mom so, they'd known since I was 12. That summer, Id completely abandoned religion and became more of a realist. Being so curious and shocked made me want to dig a little deeper. This was the first time I heard Anything current about the Big Bang and, to me that made a lot of since .More than the idea of god.. but I was still a little skeptical because I've always felt like it is not that simple. The mind and plan or blueprint behind this whole world shit couldn't have just come from some non credible source even if it is science . Over the years, I've transitioned from atheist , to agnostic(which was because I felt like there was no ultimate answer that could be proven and I didn't want to be a hypocritical atheist) , to atheist , back to agnostic until ! I actually STOPPED thinking ,And kinda just stopped being a lunatic . So, instead of trying to ask myself how it could be ,I found it easier to ask myself how and why it couldn't be. I came to the conclusion that religion as a whole is very contradictory towards itself.So, um as of now I am atheist because of these quotes and there's a video that goes to it if you would like to watch I'll send the link afterwards"If god is speaking to all of you, then he appears to be telling you very different, contradictory things. Your relationship with god seems to be precisely shaped by the culture in which you are raised. And the predominant version of god you are TAUGHT to believe in .Sure there are exceptions but typically religion obeys boarders. While truth does not. In America god is ya wei , while in India god is Vishnu .The truth does not behave this way . I. America 2+2=4 , and in India 2+2 also =4.if gods message to us was so dire, so vitally important, then why wouldn't he give it to us in such a clear and precise way, so that we would all be in agreement ? As evident as a simple math problem in which there is universal agreement. Rather than trusting hisprecious message to be spread by fallible, corruptible, human beings. Why would "almighty god" allow the continuation of such wide spread false hoods in his name which would be effortless for him to correct. Or never even NEED to correct in the first place, because a perfect BEING would've gotten it right from the very beginning."-the sketic fence show
