Rejected By The Alpha

The Choice and Journey

Recap of previous chapter: "I don't know about you guys but I'm tired of being pushed around by this assholes so by that being said I have come to a conclusion and I'm leaving this place so if you guys want to come wit me you are welcomed too."

When those words escaped my mouth they both looked shocked. Hannah was the first to speak "well I'm tired of being pushed around as well I'm going with you" I smiled and nodded then we both looked at Gabby and she said" I'm definitely in" we both smiled. Then we all grabbed our things from our lockers of course I took my safe with me no way in hell was i going to leave these here with them. When I had finished packing my stuff my friends and I left. While we were on our way to the pack house my wolf said Alexandria you need to go to the forrest i think you are about to shift, but hurry you only have a little bit to get to there.  When i heard those words i told my friends "I'm about to shift i need to go to the forrest fast" they both nodded and we went to the forrest. As soon as we to there every inch of my body hurt like hell then every bone of my body started cracking and i yelled in pain, but i was able to hear my wolf say bare with it i know it hurts like hell it would've been easier if you had your mate with you but since you don't it'll hurt a lot just stay strong. When she said those two words it reminded me of the present Edward had given me so i stayed strong then after 15 minutes i had shifted. When i looked up my friends looked shock but then they bowed i looked at them confused on what they were doing. Then my wolf said go to the river stream and look at our wolf I did as she told me and when i looked at myself i saw a bug white wolf what i didn't understand was how was i bigger than an alpha because i didn't have royal blood or anything. Then my wolf spoke and said that is because you are the last white wolf alive in this world you have special powers that will help you in the future you just need to be patient and they will come to you naturally. After i shifted back i was in shock that my clothes were still on. When i looked up at my friends they smiled at me and Hannah said"well looks like we better get out of here and go home to get our stuff and leave this shit hole of town" Gabby and i both smiled and we continued walking home. When we got home there was no one in sight maybe because mostly all the wolfs were in school or were working. When we got upstairs we pack everything we would need when i was finishing i looked at my safe and smiled i knew everything that i cherished the most was in here so i put it in my bag and closed it. While i was waiting for Hannah and Gabriella i decided to write a letter to the pack, my ex mate, and most importantly Edward. I grabbed three pieces of paper and started with the packs letter 

Dear pack full of bastards

I know by me leaving you all will celebrate but honestly i could care less. All of you made my life a living hell i thought a pack was suppose to protect each other but i guess i was wrong. I'm glad that as of today i will leave this hell house and leave all of you behind not bothered to break the bond. I fucken hate all of you. Now to my oh so loving parents and sister not i hate all you guys except Edward he was the only one who kept me sane all these years he is nothing like you. I'm glad he didn't turn out like you all  he is sweet and nice to me. I thought that family was suppose to stick together through thick and thin i guess i was wrong well I'm out of your lives i hope you have a nice life because i will never see you again.

With hate Alexandria

When i finished one letter i continued with Edward the only one that kept me from doing something stupid.

Dear Edward

I'm sorry i didn't get to say a proper goodbye to you. You were the only one aside of my friends that kept me sane all these years. Even though me and you aren't really related by blood i wish we were because even when you had to act like you hated me in front of the others you never ever touched me or hit. I appreciate everything you have done for me. I know it'll be hard to leave you but i had no choice. I found my mate today and i honestly thought i was going to be happy because it was my mate well to tell you the least he rejected me. My mate was........Tyler i know i wish i could stay and watch you beat the crap out of him. I can't stay i need to leave and become who i need to be even if it means leaving you behind as much as it hurts. I love you with all my heart big brother i promise i  will do whatever it takes to see you in the future. Take care please.