~Harry's POV~
He looks....absolutely gorgeous just standing there with that beautiful smile of his. Louis Tomlinson will absolutely be the death of me. I'm just...just lost in those beautiful blue eyes of his, anyone would be also and if they denied it they were full of it. My gaze slowly moved from his eyes to his fit torso I can see that his new workout sessions where really doing their magic. I can't help it but... I just...I can't keep my eyes off his bum like seriously Lou you are blessed to have that bum of yours. I smirked to myself " hey! Curly! Eyes up here!" Louis exclaimed with a bit of a giggle in the end. Oh God did I seriously get caught staring at that arse off his! I thought my cheeks immediately turned scarlett, i shook my head rapidly and chuckled " hah in your dreams Lou" I said " hmm sure, anyways back to what I was saying what do you think?" he said turning in a complete circle slowly to examine the arena. We were currently in sound check and such "ummmm about what?" I nervously scratched my head he rolled his eyes and spun around on his heel and towards Liam. " he was asking you bout using confetti or the beach balls?" Niall exclaimed hehe balls "ummm I say confetti but then it'll get in ma curls" I said " well who told you to have curly hair!" Liam yelled from the other side of the stage in a jokingly manner. I smirked and gave him the finger "arse" "awwww Harry I love you too mate" he pretended that there was a tear sliding down his face and whipped it off we all laughed at our brotherly love banter, but....I don't share that kind of love with Louis that I do the rest of the boys. Is it more? Why have I been dozing off or just getting lost in his eyes or feeling week to my knees when he pulls the Larry act on me? Do I have feelings for him? I....i just can't it'll ruin us. What will the public think? Will fans still be fans and even if we got posative reactions what will the management think? Oh god Im in deep deep deep shit.