The Canon Ship

Regret

Garroth's POV

I just sit against my door and cry. I couldn't look at him without thinking about the panel. I just remember that kiss so perfectly...My...My first kiss. I couldn't talk to him after that,he probably thought that I was insane. I cried into my hands soon I hear

"Garroth....Garroth open the door..."

I didn't open the door

"Garroth please...."

I sit there...I was so tempted to open the door. I get up and go to open the door....I touch the door knob then stop. I move my hand away...oh and how I regret doing that.

I hear Laurence walk away and I start crying again. I got to my bed and lay down,I cry into my hands. That's what I did that day. I didn't record,I didn't edit,I didn't eat,I didn't sleep...all I did was cry. Laurence kept trying to get me to open the door and I kept choosing not to open the door.

"Garroth please open the door...I'm getting worried" I hear Laurence say

I still didn't open the door. It was like that for a few days,eventually Laurence stopped leaving the door. He sat there and waited for me to open the door. Sometimes he would leave for at lest a couple minutes then come back,I eventually opened the door. Laurence looked at me,he got up and hugged me tightly. I hugged him back and buried my face into his chest. We didn't say anything for the first few minutes, then he eventually said

"You had me so worried...."

I....had him.....worried.... Me. The small blond boy that is his roommate...had him worried. I mean it could go either ways...it could go platonically or.....romantically

Like that would ever happen

I don't even know why I still think it wi every go that way.

"I'm sorry I worried you," I say,it comes out muffled since I had my face buried in his chest still.

I heard him chuckled and he hugged me tighter. "Come on,you need food"

I nodded and followed him to the kitchen,he had alot..and I mean alot of food prepared

"You made all this?"

He nods "I had to stay up late so I made so...food just incase"

I laugh "You're the best Laurence"

He smiles and I give a small smile. I got to the table and start eating,he starts eating as well. I ate a majority of the food since I was starving. He didn't eat much but he at a good chunk out of all the food. After we finished we did the dishes,after the dishes I went to post a video in the description of the video I posted I made up some lie about something happening with our internet. Since Laurence hadn't posted either the lie worked. I also tweeted about it so everyone knew,I checked my phone and realized that Travis had been trying to contact me so I call him

T: Travis  G:Garroth

G: Hello?

T: Oh thank Irene you answered,I thought something happened to you. I've been trying to call you for a couple days now.

G: Oh well, our internet and phone service have been all messed up, but we're all good now

T: Alright... I should tell Soy that you guys are ok, she was freaking out. She thought something big happened to you guys

G: Where you guys.... that worried?

T: Yeah, haven't you looked at Twitter?

G: No, not yet.... I tweeted something a couple of minutes ago though.

T: Check twitter

I put him on speaker and go on twitter. I look through all the tweets

'Garroth is you ok!'

'Garroth answer us Please'

There were millions of them, then the more recent ones

'GARROTH YOU HAD US WORRIED SICK DON'T EVER DISSAPEAR LIKE THAT'

'Thank Irene your ok, You had us too worried'

I read almost all of the tweets... I couldn't help but tear up

G: T-Travis...C-Can I call you back?

T: Yeah

I hang up the phone and start crying...I made everyone worry about me. Everyone was so worried....

I regret everything.....