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forgiven?

I then call alli and tell her what's up

And she says yeah and that she's sleeping over

While I finish putting everything away I hear my mom get the doorbell and tell alli that I'm up stairs

Then I hear her walking then she knocks on my door

Alli: can I come in?

Susie: umm yeah go ahead the doors unlocked

Alli: nice room

Susie: thanks

I say with my back still turned to her

Cody: look susie I really am sorry

Then i turn around

Susie: what are you doing here

I said coldly

Cody: I wanted to say sorry because I shouldn't have cheated on you with Bella let alone at all but three months without you made me feel so lonely and she helped a little bit

Susie: so you cheated on your girlfriend who could of died just because you were f*cking lonely?!? Your pathetic!

Cody: I know I am but without you my life has no meaning anymore so please just give me a chance?

Susie: you should have thought about that before you cheated.

Alli: umm I'm going to go somewhere else you know maybe call greyson or something

The she leaves us alone

Cody: you know what? Why do you have to be so stubborn? I mean come on I'm 14 I didn't really know what I was thinking at the time!! Maybe I just wanted it to be you there so I pretened Bella was you!!!!

Susie: (crying) I thought you were trying to win me back not make me want to die even more

Cody: what do you mean die?!

Susie: (still crying) I mean sometimes I wish that I had just died the day they pulled the plug so that way I wouldn't have to deal with you breaking my heart!!

Cody: well maybe if you weren't so cold hearted, stubborn, and hard headed you wouldn't be in this mess!!!

Susie: I wouldn't be in this mess if I didn't fall in love with you!! But I can't change that now can I?!?

Cody: well I guess not!! Because I already apologized and I have no idea what else to do!!!

Susie: f*ck you!! You probably never cared about me nor will you ever!!!

My life was so perfect but the day I met you at the concert my whole world started slowly crashing down!!!

Then I ran into my bathroom, got my razor, slid down against the wall, and cut both of my wrist before Cody walks in, and he did

Cody: what the hell are you doing!?

Then he takes the razor from me

Susie: I'm trying to help the pain you caused!!!

Cody: why would you do this? I said I was sorry!

Susie: well the fact that you're screaming at me isn't helping!!!

Cody: look I'm sorry

He gets to towels and puts them on my wrists to stop the bleeding

Susie: don't touch me!! You hurt me enough emotionally and I don't need you to hurt me pysically!!

Cody: I didn't hurt you pysically you did!!! And I said I was sorry please Susie just forgive me and lets move past this

Susie: it's not that easy

Cody: (sigh) why not?

Susie: a heart can take years to heal but seconds to break

Cody: would this help

He looked me in my eyes and kissed me passionatly but softly and I knew he was telling the truth and he truly was sorry

Cody: I love you Susie

I could see in his eyes that he meant it

Susie: I love you too but (sigh) what about Bella

Cody: I don't love or like her but I do hate her

I could tell that he was telling the truth again

Susie: promise me you won't hurt me again

Cody: I can't because in a relationship someone always gets hurt but if you hold on it shows your love was meant to be.. Which ours is

He said looking lovingly straight into my eyes with his beautiful eyes

Susie: I forgive you

Cody: just please don't cut yourself again or hurt yourself in any way

He said cleaning my cuts and putting band aids on them

Susie: deal but since alli is spending the night what are you doing?

Cody: well I'm going home unless you want me to stay

Susie: stay, I'll just text my mom to let her know

Cody: k

Susie: she said fine

Cody: so what do you want to do?

I'm sorry I'm not good at writing stories but I try my best sheesh lol