Company (J.B BWWM)

24

Justin's POV:
Another two weeks pass by and a short fling still hurts like a long relationship.The tour is still grueling and the groupies are still there.Its like I'm out every night now,lost even after I found my purpose.Aid and Drake are still going strong and Hailey is still  Hailey.Seems like the only time I have for myself  is when I'm smoking or drinking daily .Cigarettes have become a new habit of mine and girls and alcohol are my new ways of passing time. The media is in a frenzy over me lately , saying I'm back to my low point;which is true I guess.
I'm smoking more,drinking more,and living less.
I'm not emotionally attached and this was worse than Selena.Which is weird because that was three years but now my heart feels like it's been in the arena.
Nobody understands it and I don't either, how does this girl have me wrapped around her finger?
I just wanna party all night,let loose. But this girl is plaguing my brain and I just wanna call a truce.
I start a text and dial her number but  I never go through.The enter button doesn't work and fuck a send what's the use?

(When a chapter turns into a song lmao 👏🏾👏🏾)