2am

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1:43 am

I can't cope anymore. I seriously can't. I need you to talk to me. I need answers. I can't live. I need to feel something other than pain.

I hate it. I hate how you ignore me. I hate how much I am in pain right now. I hate that you have new friends.

I can't fucking breathe.

I feel worthless.

I feel like I should just jump off a bridge.

Just please explain it to me.

I'm tired of trying to make myself happy.

I'm tired of crying myself to sleep every single fucking night.

I'm tired of living life.

I need to feel nothing cause the pain is too strong.

A/N

I'll let you in on a secret.

I feel what she feels.

Author R xx