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Brooklyn's POV (OoOo ;))

My shaking hand placed on top of the live button, i started breathing heavily as my anxiety starts building up.

I can't do this,

As I started backing away, it was too late. My finger pressed the record button and I was live on younow,

"U- uh hi guys"

I see all the comments pulling in, I looked down. All of them were questioning where I was and how was I, so I spoke up.

"I'm truly sorry for not posting for over five months, I've hit the point where I have no motivation to do anything and all I've done was lay in bed. And I feel like I'm falling back into my depression state"

My voice cracked as I said 'depression',

oh no.

More comments came and my eyes would focus on them from how scared I am to see their reaction.

"I'll try to post videos from now on, but I won't be promising anything"

My whole body started shaking,

"I hope you all understand, I'll see you all later"

Before I know it, my fingers clicked the 'end' button and i was pulled back in to reality.

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