im scared and i dont know that to do
what if me and lily get used to the break and break it off completely
i dont think she loves me
i dont know if i love her
im falling out of love but im not ready to be on my own again
i think that people hate each other to stop them from falling in love
thats happened to a lot of people and me
lily was just the first i confessed to
im just scared
ive been crying non stop
kiyara you can fucking complain about me complaining all you want bc what you say to me is irrelevant and im sorry im depressed and youre sick of my shit but you know what grow the fuck up and realise some people have mental issues and they cant help but tell people how theyre feeling
im just scared and i dont know how i feel and i get the fact that im really fucking annoying to lily and wanting attention really often and just all the time but i cant help that okay
i cant help anything
and im just really sorry
