mind fiction | ✓

hell and heaven

the way they said it, i thought it was hell;
but when it got over, i think i did well
the hardships, the fight, i felt the pain;
the ending, the victory, it didn't go in vain

mock was sweet and sorrow
all was left and borrowed
for selfish means, all cruelty
happy something's, no dignity

my face became their canvas
my sad secrets, the paint
whatever they drew on me stayed
those horrid rumors, it raved

it became harder and harder
the ways to not suffered
but honor?
i had it all along

then the storms started to clear
for what seemed like an eternity
i was growing up, fidelity
never breathing in what i knew

i see it now, i think its heaven