chapter 10

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Selena POV:

"AHHH STOP PLEASE..."i screamed in pain"please stop"I said but he wouldn't stop he kept going hard in and out I felt dirty ashamed hopeless "please it hurts"I said crying he stopped and started going up my thighs he smiled and sticked two fingers in me I yelped in pain will someone help me anyone out there he licked his fingers and smiled at me he went on top of me and started leaving wet kisses on my neck I couldn't do anything because I was tied up I started squirming everywhere and I started to scream but he shut me up but kissing me I bit his lips hard and he slapped me "bitch you will regreat that"he said and took out his member again and went in me "NOOO PLEASE.STOP"I yelled "what? Huh you like that do you tell me you like it ?"he said  but all I did was cry uncontrollably he finally stop there was blood on the blanket And he was sweating

I started squirming everywhere I started crying "NO PLEASE STOP"I yelled I was flying my hands everywhere "DONT PLEASE.."I cried "AAAAAAAHHHHHH"i screamed "DONT PLEASE STOP PLEASE I WON'T TELL"I cried until someone touched me shaking me up I woke up it was a dream just a dream I opened my eyes I was sweating and my eyes were red and puffy I saw 2 girls and 4 heads around me and I think harry I started crying onto my hands until someone touched me "selena its okay"harrys voice said he touched me and I flinched "DONT TOUCH ME"I screamed he came closer but I screamed and ran out of my room to the hallway and cried onto myself

Liam POV:

I woke up because selena was throwing punches at me "ow selena"I said but all she did was hit me "no please stop"she yelled I didn't know what to do so I got harry I went onto his bed and woke him up "harry wake up"I said but he wouldn't wake up "something is up with selena"I said he opened his eyes full with concern "is she okay"he asked until we heard a scream harry got off his bed and ran to selenas room

Harry POV:

I woke up because liam woke me up"something is up with selena"liam said I opened my eyes full with concern "is she okay"i asked but before he could answer someone screamed and I knew it was selena I got off my bed and went to selena room then everyone came "DONT PLEASE STOP PLEASE I WON'T TELL"selena cried she's having a nightmare I tried shaking to wake her up and she did she was breathing heavely and sweating "selena its okay"I said touching her shoulder but she flinched "DONT TOUCH ME"she screamed I was worried I came closer to her but she screamed and ran "what just happened"I asked liam "i don't know she was having a nightmare"liam said I nodded "okay go to bed liam sleep with zayn I'll take care of this"I said they all nodded and they went I tried looking for her but she's nowhere I looked out in the hallway and she was burried herself crying I didn't come to close to her but I sat across from her "selena"I said all I heard was sniffles and sobs I wanted to touch her and hold her saying everything is okay but I don't know what's going on she wipped the tears and looked at me "selena what's wrong"I asked she looked at me and started to cry again I know she might move but I came to her and hugged her she flinched and tryed taking me off her "selena its me harry I won't hurt you"I said and she finally gave in and cried onto me I know she might not want to talk about it so I won't ask her,  she slept on me I carried her and put her on her bed and I slipped next to her and put my arms around her and fell asleep again since it was 3 am

Selena POV:

I woke up and started gasping I looked everywhere and I swear harry was sleeping with me I shook it off and went to the mirror I cried myself to sleep omg what a horrible dream why do I always dream.about that it was my past why now? I felt a tear hit my cheek I washed my face and put on sweats and a tanktop and went downstairs I noticed everyone was awake they all looked at me I didn't bother looking at them and I just sat down on the coach looking at my fingers someone came to me I looked up and it was harry he smiled and handed me hot chocolate? "is this hot chocolate"I asked "nope French vanilla"he said I smiled and gratefully took it and took a sip so good! I rolled my eyes "okay I'll tell you"I said "you don't have to"harry said I smiled " I know but I trust you guys so I'll tell you"I said and smiled they all nodded " I want Perrie and Danielle to be here to can you call them"I asked Eleanor and she nodded ahe called then "there coming"Eleanor said and I nodded 10 mins later they knocked on the door "hey selena woah you guys yheres fans and paps outside everywhere"Perrie said and looked at me "selena you okay"Perrie said I tried so hard not to cry because I'm strong and I nodded "yeah! We need to talk so take a seat"I said and she and danii nodded and sat down I took a deep breath "so.. when I woke up crying and screaming I was having a nightmare"I said looking at them they all nodded for me to continue harry rubbed my back and I flinched but got use to it.. "the dream was about"I said I took a deep breath "when I was in high school I had this teacher who loved me he was an amazing teacher you know you had that favourite teacher that you like well mine was my music teacher name Logan he said I can take private lessons with him so since I love singing so much I couldn't deny it so I took it "i said looking at my friends who nodded for me to continue " so we always went to his house to practice except one day he came closer to me I tryed stepping back but he grabbed me he added tape over my mouth"I said I had my eyes watery "and he tied me up on a bed and he spread me put and he...he r-raped me"i cried harry stopped rubbing my back I took that as to continue "i told him to stop but he never did I never told anyone that I tried running away but he always found me and raped me so he raped me everyday as to this day on if he ever sees me he might rape me"I cried I looked over at the girls and they had tear on there eyes I tighten my fist "so to this day on I promised myself to protect myself I won't let douch bags to hurt me like her did he took the one thing I still had! My virginity"I cried all the girls came to me and hugged me and cried with me the boys looked at me "selena we didn't know"Louis said " I know"I said "where sorry selena"niall said "dont be it wasn't you"I said "but that guy got away with that"zayn said I just shrugged it off "it out of my reach zayn "i said "selena if you need anything just ask us"liam said with tears in his eyes I smiled and hugged him and then the guys I looked over at harry who hasn't said a word "can you guys leave me and selena alone for a while"harry asked they all said sure and left I took Harry's hand and he looked at me he has been crying? "where's that bastard"harry asked I shook my head "no harry don't do this please"I asked "selena he needs to pay.."he said trying to fight the tears I holded onto his hands tight "i know harry I know but i can't do anything about it"I said with tears flowing down my face "i wont let anyone hurt you selena not while I'm here"he said I smiled and hugged him I looked into his eyes wow he has beautiful eyes I started getting lost into them he started leanning in wait is he going to kiss me? Do I want to kiss him? Of course i do! I started leanning in our faces were inches away until our lips touched my stomach did a flip I felt a spark and fireworks and then the door flew open me and harry broke the kiss "baby I'm here"Lucas said I looked shocked I looked at harry and he had the same expression as me

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