PLEASE EXCUSE ANY MISTAKES!!!
Gloria
I laid in my bed just staring at the ceiling. Thinking of good ways to kill myself. Maybe i could cut my self a lot of times deep n let all my blood run out. Or maybe i could stab myself until i can't no more. Or maybe i could just stab myself in the heart an kill myself instantly. All of my thoughts where interrupted when i heard a soft knock on my room door.
"Come in"i barely said. My voice was so hoarse from crying.
A brown skinned more like Carmel skinned figure walked in my room which was no other than my sweet an beautiful mother.
"Good Morning Tasmanian"my mother said.
Tasmanian was my nickname. I was named that when i was little my mother said because i was so bad an use to tear up the house.
"Good Morning Ma'am"I said
"Girl stop wit all that proper mess. We black"she said rolling her neck.
God my mother warms my heart. I wish i could just tell her what i go through.
I laughed. "Are you ready for school today"she asked
"God no. Do i have to go"i questioned
"If you wanna maintain that 4.0 then yes"she retorted
"It wouldn't hurt to miss one day mother. Pleaaaaasssseeee i really don't want to go to school today" i begged
"Fine but only if you watch your sisters while i go to these interviews today"she said signing afterwards
"How many"i asked
"Three. Hopefully i get hired into one"she replied
"What's wrong wit the job you got now"i asked. She works at a car plant. Like what is wrong with that. I would love to work at a plant. (In 9 months you'll be able to work in one gloria.. in due time in due time)
"Nothing i just want another one"she said smiling
"Ooh okay.. well I'm going back to sleep. Wake me up when your getting ready to go"i said.
Pulling my covers over my head. God im glad my mother let me stay home. I didn't feel like crying today.
I have no one at that school. Except my somewhat bestfriend Mary. I say somewhat because we don't know what we are foreal. She's sweet. She don't get bullied like me tho. When she's around all the bullying stops but when she's not around all hell breaks loose.
I have every class with her except three an we have 8 classes total. Them three classes are hell. I get disrespected so bad to the point that i barely go to them classes.
I usually go to the counselor office an just go get my work after that class is over or the end of the day.
I also have my big sister there. She's a senior like me. 'We're not twins i just got promoted because they said i was too smart for my grade'.
She doesn't know about my bullying. People be smart not to bully me around her. Only because they know what she's capable of. She will hurt anybody who messes wit her little sister an she made that be known when she punched these two girls in the face when they pushed me down one day and she seen.
I know people be like why don't i tell her or someone. Because im scared of what'll happen. They threaten me an say they will beat me til im not breathing if i say anything to anyone.
I heard a soft knock on my door. I opened my eyes to see a smiling Rossie.
"Hey favorite little sister"she said cheesing hard asl
