I apologize for not updating anything on wattpad for a while. I've been going through a lot lately. My girlfriend of 11 months that I love so dearly left me almost two months ago and I have been really hurt by that and the fact that she purposely tried to hurt me again by kissing me when I was almost over it but now I love her just as much as before. Kiley if your reading this at any point I'm sorry that I have failed you. I still love you and I'm sorry that you love Eddie more than me. I'm sorry that I didn't make you happy enough and that I'm such a failure. I never deserved you. I don't get why you ever got with me in the first place. I wish I could just do something right for once. I'm so fucking sorry. Please forgive me.