I was a young boy, innocent and in love,
my crush was the person i thought was the hottest girl I'd ever seen
And love led me to this
it was over for me
Everytime i see her face i cry a little inside
she refused to beleive my affections and feelings i was crushed
I'd never love the same again
i was digging a hole to get myself in and cover it up
i again continued to cry
my love would never truely be the same
I again cried, and cried, and cried
my thoughts
"at least this is the worst it could get"
oh how wrong i was
from everday tears flooded my eyes EVERYDAY
I wrote this poem over a short night and cried with every word
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The amount of times your gonna say I love YOU
1
The amount of seconds that you are not on my mind
2
The amount of times ive cried just today simply because you had the balls to come to me and pretend like nothing had happened
3
The amount times ive picked up the knife just thinking about how easy it will be just to make the pain go away
4
The amount of times I tell myself I have something to live for, somone
5
The amount of days since the break up, I still feel just as broken
6
The number of people ive seen you flirting with JUST TODAY
7
The amount of scars that now preside on my wrist because of you
8
How many times you leave me, there in the corner with nothing but scraps im forced to cling onto
9
How many people ive seen gazing apon you, like a piece of meat to a lion
10
The amount of people that ive built up the courage to ask out IN MY LIFE
0
The number of people you love
1
How many full conversations YOU and I have
2
The amount of times you make me crumble under nothing but a finger
3
the amount of times you have brought a knife to my head
4
The amount of times you leave me waiting clinging on to any scraps you leave behind, simply hoping for a glimmer of light
5
The amount of years a have LOVED YOU
6
The amount of people ive seen you kiss
7
The amount of times YOU lead me on
8
The amount of messages I get from people feeling sorry for me after what you did
9
The amount of times you dare come up to me and ask "how are you" to my face after everything you did
10
the amount of times I get back up off the floor after the only thing you do to help is LAUGH IN MY FACE
0
The amount of times im now gonna take the fall for you after all this is over
1
The amount of people you made me think wanted me alive
2
The amount of things I leave behind each hour just to be able to talk to you
3
The amount of times you dare look at me and play innocent
4
The amount of times ive believed you
5
The people I alone know that treat you like nothing, i thought that they were all wrong, you were my diamond
4
The number of times I have to clean the knifes before my mother gets home because this is what I am forced to resort to after the cracks you leave on me
3
The amount of brain cells I must have to be DUMB enough to fall for you
2
The weeks of teasing I got just becuase i cared for you more than anything
1
The amount of seconds I have till im gone FOREVER
0
The amount of people that will miss me
10
The amount of times I cry every day
0
When somone says how my day went the only word I could say
0
How many minutes more minutes im willing to endure this pain
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Broken heart
RomanceA poem about how I felt after my crush and my love said she didnt like me
