The following letter is addressed to my guardian, my crush and my best friend :)
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Dear Death,
My first acquaintance was with you. I cried and cried for I loved. But you didn't wipe my tears. You hold my hand, consoled me, comforted me and sympathised with me but didn't do the one thing I wished you would.
I begged you. I cried for mercy and asked you to stay back so that you didn't take him away.
But my words fell on emptiness.
My second experience with you continues for infinity and more. During the flashes of uncertainty when I feel nothing important is being left back, I dream of you taking me away from the pain to your eternity.
An eternity that starts with you. You've taught me to expand my limits.
For that I name you my GUARDIAN because just like an honest and efficient guardian you gave me what I deserved.. not what I wanted.
Dear Time,
I became friends with you through Death. I remember him introducing us and telling me how you would stay with me forever but never walk with me. You promised, if I gave you a chance, you would take away my mistakes, sins, regrets and wounds until I'm left with courage to face life with my wisdom. You taught me that being your friend dosen't mean you'll be there for me but that you'll never let me suffer. You have taught me to be patient, understanding and brave.
For that I am debted to you.
You truly are my BEST FRIEND.
Dear Love,
I've wanted you in my life from the second I've known you. But saw you first in the eyes of a poor man who chose to get soaked in the rain at night but gave shelter to the abandoned pups. I've seen you in so many places, in so many actions but never in my life. I've waited and waited but you're always just out of my reach. I don't believe my friends when they say they have you. Because pshh why would you go to them and not me?
For this I name you my CRUSH because you're unattainable.
When I question myself about this, I feel my BEST FRIEND whispering to me to have just a bit more patience and my GUARDIAN saying I will receive you if and when I deserve you.
But I am an impatient girl who wants you so bad. When are you arriving to meet me?
~Sincerely
••Teardrops••
#CollateralBeauty
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