You're Worth It. (Larry Stylinson One Shot)

You're Worth It. (Larry Stylinson)

*Harrys POV*

As the blade sliced my skin, the numbness buzzed all over me, taking over my senses. Thick warm blood pooling out of myself wound, down my arm, then dripping down the towel sat upon my thighs. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, blood taking over my mind. I smiled as I opened my eyes back open.

I wiped the blade clean of the crimson liquid and placed it back in my case that I kept my blades in, and put it back in the drawer. I applied pressure onto my wound with the towel to stop some of the bleeding. As I heard the door knob twist I froze. No one, and I mean no one has never caught me in this situation. The elder boy with brown feathered hair, icy blue eyes, and scruffy stubble peeked his head inside the room. The love of my life to be exact. His smile faltered when he looked at my arm, a little of the stained crimson part seeping it's way out to his sight.

Louis' breath hitched, "Harry..." He shut the door and rushed to the same side of the bed I was on. He kneeled in front of me and held the my arm, lifting the towel to see my wound. Tears pooled into his eyes, "Why did you do this? You were doing so good. You could've talked to me." Louis cupped my cheek, running the pad of his thumb across my skin. "I'm sorry. I couldn't take it anymore. I'm sorry I failed you, Lou." He looked at me like I was crazy and shook his head furiously. "No, no, no, no. You didn't fail me Haz. You never have failed me. I'm just a little upset that you didn't talk to me."

I lowered my head and nodded. "Hey," Louis said in a soft voice and forced my head up to look at him. "I love you, okay? I'm never leaving you. I could never do that. Whatever you're gonna go through, I'm gonna go through with you. Us against the world, right?" He smiled.

I smiled, "I love you, too." Lou pecked my lips and got up to get some bandages and cleaning supplies. Once he finished fixing me and getting rid of the bloody towel, he brought me up on the bed to cuddle with me.

After a while of watching the telly I spoke up. "Y'know I don't deserve you, right?"

He turned down the volume and rested his free arm on my middle. "And why is that?" "It's just- I cause you all this trouble and dump all my feelings on you. You just deserve someone better." I stared down at his shirt. "Harry, I couldn't ask for anyone better. If I was with a person that doesn't go through what you go through, I think it wouldn't be that interesting. Me and that person would be too similar. I don't want similar, I want you. I love you. There's a reason why I do. Is to help you to get through this, to stand by your side. Nobody should go through depression alone. I feel honored for you to tell me what you're feeling. It means you trust me more than anyone else, and that's enough for me. It makes me feel like we have a connection, it makes me feel loved from you. So, don't you ever think you're not good enough for me. Because you are good enough. I love you so much."

Tears streamed down my face. "Being abused by your father and him trying to contact you after all these years isn't easy, I know. I get it. But I am, and always will be here for you," He whispered. I looked up into his eyes to find tears. "I love you," I said and crashed my lips onto his.

{A/N} Heyy I hope you liked it. This is a thing that I worked on in the Summer, and I just wanted to post it. c: Yes this is just one part. I know, "Booo". Yea it's short, but I made it for a reason! Whatever you're going through, you are not alone. I know it's cheesy, but there is someone(s) out there that will always be by your side. Your family, boyfriend, girlfriend, friend, adult, or a hobo. Idk. Someone out there cares about you. You are not alone. If you wanna follow me for some weird reason here's my Twitter: @alostroye and my Instagram: @vibrantsecrets . Tumblr is: i-cant-see-gay. Thank you for reading, love ya all! :*

~Lexi.