Flawed

Chapter 1

The main character can look any way you imagine her to be
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I often try to blame others for any type of mistakes I make. But after what happened, I knew only I could take the blame. It was my fault.

You're probably wondering 'What is this girl talking about'? Well, I guess we'll have to start from the beginning. And yes I mean those typical mornings. Where I just wake up, do a morning routine, yada, yada, yada.

It was the beginning of the second year of high school. It was just my friends, boyfriend, and myself. At school everybody knew not to miss with us.

I guess you can say we're the school's delinquents at school. Always causing trouble and getting expelled. In this case, I would usually say that we're being 'tough'; but in reality, we were just bullies.

I mean we really had no reason to bully them. Well, actually I did have a reason, but shouldn't be used as an excuse. They all had a somebody at home you could look up too, a person you could trust and love.

I didn't. And I hated that. The only attempt to get attention from my parents, was to get in trouble. And after all the amount of trouble I got into, they still don't care! Instead I'm getting treated like a criminal. So I use the hurt I have against others.

Anyway, back to the point. It was the first day of school and I was with my friends and boyfriend. We were talking about what we did during summer break.

"It was funny because the lady was whining in the street!" I said laughing with them. "I even got her on video!" We just sat there laughing on the stair case.

If you saw us, you wouldn't suspect us as being mean. When a lot more people started coming in that knew us,they avoided where we went.

We were glad that they still feared us. We were only upset with the freshmen. They would bump into you like a brand new 6th grader going to class. It was like they had no respect. But that's okay. We'll just have to put a lot of fear in them later.

'But why bother them if they can't stick up for themselves?', you might ask. Well the answer to that is: I DON'T CARE. I mean who cares if they can't stick up for themselves.

This is the real world and they're gonna have to survive through it unless they're weak. Yes I know. Sounds very harsh. But some day, they will thank me for helping them grow some pairs, or at least a spine.

School was about to start, so that meant that we had to go find our classes and get there on time. Before you ask about when we got our schedule; they tell all the students to get it on the last day of summer. Meaning that school is the next day.

So, I was walking in the hallway trying to get to my first class. And I swear on my parents grave that I was going to hurt this 9th grader. I'm trying to get to class, and she is walking soooo slow. I mean my grandmother can walk faster than that. And that's a true statement. I couldn't walk around because other people were blocking the way.

Because of that slow poke, I was late to class and got detention. It's the first day of school damnit! After all the prepping I told myself. About not getting in trouble on the first day, flushed down the toilet.